amy chua.

2012-02-13T22:43:00.004+08:00

Planned to make sandwiches for Jon tomorrow. But end up I've got not enough time to buy ingredients, so plan abolished. Wanted t do up a surprise for him tomorrow, but procrastinate till no time to do already. Hai

PS: I really hate principles of accounts. Didn't take that module in sec, poly. But now forced to take it. I really don't get how those numbers fit into my sheetsssss. Kept doing the same question but stil don't get how the answer is derived. Ahhhhhhhhh. How do I balance that sheet (shit)!!!!

2012-02-09T08:36:00.005+08:00

I know I've been repeating this too much it makes me look like an arrogant show off bitch. But honestly, I never had any intentions to show off. I'm a weirdo and I love to share my happy, sad, angry stuff with people around me.

And yesterday, Jon did it again. I was so touched I told him I really have no idea how am I ever able to reach to his level.

In the morning, I was in a bad mood because I left house without bringing XY's present, the weather was so warm and humid, waited 20mins for 171, I scolded him when he texted me saying that it's all his fault. He apologised and I immediately felt damn bad so I apologised too.

Next up, I forgot to update him that I'm meeting the girls at north point instead of town, he accompanied me home t take my present, and accompanied me at north point to wait for them, then he left.

When I reach home late at night, mum was telling me that she haven't been to the theatres in a long time. So I told this to Jon, and he offered to watch a movie tgt. I was damn shocked and I honestly thought that he was just passing a casual remark. But after which, he started planing what movie to watch, blah blah blah. I know it'd be damn awkward if the 3 of us were t catch a movie together, but because he knows I really love my mum, he's making all these efforts.

I know what I've done is incomparable to him. And because everytime I'm with my friends, I will only text after all of us parted. But everytime I'm with him, I will keep texting, checking twitter, temple run, and doing all the nonsense.
Because I'm always broke, he cooks for us all the time. And he has been trying out new stuff and new ways of cooking.

Sidetracking, met up with the girls yesterday night for dinner at northpoint's swensens. Planned to part after yakun, but we stood at the taxi stand for extremely longgggggg. We tried to say as much things as possible within the given time frame so that Jerine will not incur midnight cab charges. Reached home with this overwhelming strong unknown feeling which makes it hard for me to fall asleep.

Nothing much is happening in my life. JB with mum and sis last wed turns out to be quite fun. Eat, do nails, eat, shop, eat.

Started studying and I am really a lazy freak Jon had no choice but to make things easier as less taxing on me. He read all the notes, summarized it, and did it into a mindmap then he just sat beside me and read + explain the points to me. But even that, I can't even do the least of sitting still. Need to touch my phone, walk around, eat, etc.

His level of patience is sky high. It's not easy tolerating me, I swear.

Anddddd, going in JB tonight with shuixian Eunice shuting!

Hopefully we will all get to eat some loklok! Wheehoooo!

To end this off, I really feel blessed. My mum kisses me before she sleeps every night (I'm a mummy's girl, don't laugh!), my brother dotes on me, my sister is nice to everyone in the family, I have lesser friends than I used to, but it is actually not a bad feeling. Quantity left, quality stayed. I'm meeting my girlfriends on a more consistent basis nowadays. Started studying, prelims coming but I'm going Bangkok and batam.

And I'm coming back from batam one day before the start of my paper. Hoping for the best. Toooooodlesssss :D

2012-02-05T22:34:00.004+08:00

I was clearing my wardrobe and found clothes which I bought a long time ago but forgot all about it. Tried on them and realise I love it even more now. Which means, new clothes!!!!!!! Yayyyyy to new clothessssss!
But at the same time, need to alter :(
Siannnn. Need to waste marnieeeeeee on altering dresses, tops & shorts againnnnnn

2012-02-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

I had about 10 steamboats in total during the CNY week (seriously I don't know why so many too), and I ought to feel damn sick and tired of it.

But in actual fact, I sort of miss eating steamboat and feel like eating again! Hahahahahha

I knew Wendy&friends are gonna kill me if I suggest t eat steamboat again lollllll

2012-02-01T21:09:00.007+08:00

Seriously can't believe Jon has never heard any of Jay chou's songs before. He has sooooo many nice songs. Tskkkkk! Ok I'm gonna play his songs on shuffle tomorrow. His voice has this calming effect on me, not kidding!

2012-01-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

I hate shows with sad endings!

2012-01-27T11:12:00.004+08:00

This is the most number of ang baos I've ever collected. Though its not a lot of money, but its all the blessings and thoughts that count!
This chinese new year is very different from the previous years. No idea when the 2b has started to stop celebrating occassions and festive seasons together & I feel so saddddd :(
Nevertheless, it is the first cny I had so many plansss!
Usually, mine will end on the first day afternoon and it'll just be any other days for me. At most, go to alvin and/or welfred's house that weekend.
But this yearrrrrr, chu yi I went to bai nian. Went home to take a nap. Woke up @ night then Jon asked me to join him and his cousins to play games.
Chu er I had steamboat over at shuixian's place together w eunice shuting & powwwww!
Her massage chair is ze bestttt! Seriously I'm gonna get that next time. A MUST!
Chu san I went t wendy & carrie's house t bai nian. Wendy's mum cooked a feast for us! Really a lot a lot kind.
Chu si I went t eunice's house in the afternoon, her popo cooked mee fen + curry for all us! Then we ban luck for hours!
At night, xy wendy and carrie came over to my place for steamboat followed by to xy's place for ban luck again. Lostttt moneyyyyyy!
And we ended up chillaxing at her place till 1130. Considered to be quite late for a weekday night!

People in life come and go. Be sure you know who are those who will stay even if you screw things up.Keep them close with you. Because they are definitely people whom you want t have for the rest of your life.
And I saw it somewhere. "True friends are those you know at a younger age"

Love my dear friendssssss
And of course Jon because no one tolerates me like he does:)

2012-01-25T08:15:00.000+08:00

An empty street, an empty house. A hole inside my heart.

2012-01-24T08:18:00.005+08:00

A happy family ♥

2012-01-22T11:01:00.006+08:00

This week's reallyyyyy fulfilling yet tiring @ the same time.
Steamboat-ing almost every single day
On tuesday, we celebrated xy's birthday @ bugis's steamboat followed by chillaxing at swirl art before audrey started her alarm and forced all of us to head back home hahahhaha
Did some basic foundation recapping at Jon's place followed by heading to lot 1 for dinner. I can't even remember when was the last time I ate at delifrance ever since its outlet closed down at northpoint's.
SIM bash on thurs was a major failure. We ended up cabbing to swee choon for supper afterwhich
Following day still got schoool & we had suki-ya (jap style steamboat) for dinnerrrrr w Eunice Ivan & Jon!
Sat got morning class all the way till afternoon :(
And finally, its reunion lunch in an hours time!
My mum is really someone who likes to say things she don't mean it at all. I asked her "Do i need to get anything for Jon's parents when I go his house to bai nian?"
Then she say "Where got girls buy for guys one. Only guys can buy for girls"
So I just say "Ohhhhh. Really meh. Ok lorrrrrr, do it the traditional style hahahaha"
But eventually, she went to buy bak gua & ask me to give to Jon's family when I go his house to bai nian. This is the why people say women like to say 1 thing do another thing. My mum is the best life example for this term.

Coming tuesday, its gonna be steamboat @ shuixian's place, followed by feasting @ wendy's place on wed, lunch @ eunice's place on thurs (her popo gonna cook us curry chicken i think wheehoooooooo!), followed by steamboat dinner at my place w the girlfriends, & Jon's house on sat, and the following wed is JB w mummy & sister cus they took leave to go tgt! Yahoooooo!
Chinese new year has always been boring for me cause my family only go visiting on the first day (and in the afternoon only). The following day is usually staying at home and nuaing.
But this year, I'm looking forward to all these homely quality time that I'm gonna spend with people whom mean the most to me:)

Happy chinese new year in advance!
My family act atas this year. She never buy any abalone or pen cai but end up getting more than the previous years. (Thanks to all the girlfriend/boyfriend contributors) Xie xie ni men ah!
And it's gonna be my first year eating pen cai. *mountain tortoise*

2012-01-21T15:13:00.003+08:00

Whaaaa Jon just told me how much he spent in the month of Nov, dec and Jan I almost fell off my bed. What the heck. Seriously had no idea we spent so much. As in, seriously had NO freaking idea how the hell did I spend that much of his money. Damnnnnn.

The thing is, he cooks lunch most of the time for the both of us (which he'll use whatever ingredient he has at home), and we've been trying to eat cheaply already. How did I burn money so fast!!!!!!!!

And the saddest thing is, not only did I spend his money. My own money also burn as fast as gas. And now, the allowance my mum gave me on 12 Jan is officially left with $1.

I really never anyhow spend. Other than shopping with my mum, I haven't bought any clothes for myself for at least 1 and a half month alr! The last time I bought something was with Jerine @ bugis. And I spent $30 onlyyyyy. Where did all the money fly to??????

Emo domo elmo nemo memo kimono domino potato! :(

2012-01-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

This morning, Jon texted me to ask what is my favorite breakfast?

So I just replied macs.

Then he say, "Ok, I'll order delivery"

The very next moment, there's a knock on my door. Went to open and he's standing outside with mackkkssss!!!!

He's really not a morning person. If there's no class and there's nothing on, he usually wakes up late late morning or early afternoon. And he rarelyyyyy gives surprises. And usually, he'll expose himself before the real surprise happens. So this time round, he really caught me off guarded and even though it's such a simple thing, I was really damn toucheddddd. *dramatic cries*

Then, the moment he reach, I had some stuff to settle. So I texted non stop and ignored him unintentionally for one whole hour. Ok this is really a bad habit I need to change.

But really. It is really damn hard to organize certain things when people refuse to corporate. Why must they intentionally make life hard for me zzzz

Thennnn, he sat beside me with the mindmap he did for one of our modules and read it out to me repeatedly so that I can remember it. WHILE I'm surfing AppStore trying to download some cool apps for my paddy. I deserve to die. And eventually, he still treated me to pastamania & bought me a nail polish for CNY.

He's the best. Period.

And I deserve to die. Warning: Better start treating him the way he deserve to be treated.

Ok XY's birthday celebration tomorrow. Pls not let it be awkward please. 顺顺利利啊！

2012-01-15T10:08:00.004+08:00

Clebrated my first annizz with Jon at this atas place with an extremely nice view of Singaporeeeee!
We were damn lucky because there weren't a single customer at all the entire night so he just proudly acted like he booked the entire place for me hahahahahaha
It was very simple. Just dinner, talking about everything under the moon, enjoying each other's company, and tadaaah! Ended the night:)
I consider myself to be very lucky. Because even up till now, he still make every effort to pick me up at my place, sometimes at northpoint (even though he has a magic school bus that goes straight to town), and sends me home.

Celebrated carrie's birthday on her actual bird day with the rest of the 2b girls. We actually plan to go home early since the rest of them has to work but we still eventually talked till about 11 plus then head home
Submitted my exam fees @ RELC building with the rest of classmates followed by meeting Eunice for dinnnnerrrrr at pepper lunch!
Had class the entire first weekend of the year. Friday, Sat & Sunday. But yeah, I skipped the Sat class hahaha! Met up with carrie jerine wendy and xy for dinner/supper @ swee choon. Wha it was damnnnnnn sex!
Really love the porridge, the fried dumpling, the carrot cake (though we didnt finish), the chee chong fun, xiao long bao & the drunken chicken. Ate like we havent eaten for days!
On sunday, after class all of us head out! Wanted to go swee choon again but it only opens at 6.
Went to have strictly pancakes but it also opens only at 6!
Settled w famous chicken rice eventually and all of us ate like a begger againnnnnn
After which, a few of them left and the leftovers went for a game @ playnation!

Eye infection on Monday. Jon came over to accompany me. I head out to meet eunice shuixian shuting afterwhich!
Then he said "Did you realise that both times you were sick, I came over to look for you. But both of the time, you went out to meet your friends in the evening? Then the only time I was sick, you made me skip school half way to go home cus we had to go to your friend's party later part of the night?"
Oh my god :(

Shopping with mummy on tuesday & we went editors market tgt. Its funny how I only wanted to buy 2 piece initially and this girl approached me and asked me if I wana share to get 15 pieces so we can get the wholesale price. Hahahahahah! So eventually, mum & I ran the place upside down in search of clothes to buy. And eventually we combined w someone else too.
Town with Wendy Xy and Carrie & we went editors market again. This time round, Wendy bought it!!!!

I was damn down on bus luck yesterday. Waited 25 mins for 806 and when the bus finally came, it was too packed to board. I squeezed my way up the bus but the bus driver said "Dont worry, next bus is behind. Coming"
Then I just... Ok.
BUT HE LIED. No bus came! Bitch. Damn pek chek. And when I took 171 back from school, I waited another like 30mins for the bus???????
Finally board, the bus was so warm and stuffy I can conduct a sauna on the bus.
So angry I kept showing attitude to Jon.
Ok I am lucky to have him. Period.

Yayyyyy CNY in 1 week's time! My mum went totally weird this morning cus she asked me to ask my friends if they wanna have steamboat at my place when they come & visit during CNY. That never happens before. I usually have to do it secretly because she always freaks out at the thought of the house being dity, messy, blah blah blah. Yayness madness. Ok I'm exciteddddd :D

2012-01-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

Yayyyyy, finally repaid most of my debts!! Sense of achievement.
A good day ahead!

2012-01-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

2012-01-01T10:24:00.010+08:00

Happy new year everyone!!!!!!!
Love how I spent my night w the girlfriends & Jon yesterday night.
It was unexplanatory satisfying despite the fact we waited for almost an hour for night rider?
Went for korean bbq buffet w the 2bs on friday night & had udders w xy, wendy & carrie afterwhich.
Ended up chillaxing till later than expected. Xy & I stood at our house bus stop and talked for an hour! The best part is, we were standing in the middle of nowhere which was actually quite awkward but we were too oblivious to the surrounding alr
Slept damn late but woke up v early the next morning to bai bai w my family + lunch @ swensens
Took a 1 hour nap in the afternoon & chiong to prepare while waiting for Jon to reach my house to head t town to meet the rest!

Had a satisfying dinner @ Jumbo which was actually within our budget surprisingly!
Wanted to have desserts but everything was sold out except avocado sago :(
THEN!!!! We managed to find the best place to watch the fireworks! It has direct view of MBS + windy + got not-too-bad seats + unblock + not THAT crowded!
And surprisingly, the time flew by damnnnn quick! We chopped our seats 45mins before midnight and just a few snaps away and we're counting down!
The fireworks lasted about 8mins & everyone were snapping away. I gave up on taking pictures & enjoyed the fireworks. It was really nice
Took a bus to town from the central & chillaxed @ old town & wendy, jerine started feasting all over again! Hahahahahah literally ended the year eating & started the year eating again!
Watched the night rider went past us one by one without stopping because it is impossibly full to even get up the bus

And when we reached home, all of us started whatsapping non stop again! Like round 2 hahahaha
Really the best way to end the year 2011 and start 2012.
Had a great day w my family + girlfriends + boyfriend.
May 2012 be as good as 2011 and hopefully we get to go overseas this year to celebrate our 10th year of friendship.

My 2012 resolutions are somewhat similar to my 2011's resolutions HERE hahaahahah
Every year also blog about the same thing, sian righttttt.
OH YES, at the v least. One of my resolutions came through in 2011. I really did have better time management heehehehehehe :D

Most importantly this year, I want to be

Spend extremely wisely (Priority)
LOSE WEIGHT
Lead a healthy lifestyle
Study hard
Spend quality time w family, favourite friends & Jon!
Be less temperamental

We fight, we argue, we kick ass, we make up & here we are. Still together:)
Really damn damn damn happy to have you guys

My boyfriend sacrified himself of not being able to celebrate w his cousins & came to accompany me instead.
Happy 1 year babyboyyyyyy, loveeeeee ya big big big timeeeeee ♥
I know I've been living off you for the longest time & I can get really ridiculous at times.
But honestly, I can never be more glad to have you in my life.

Hahaha, wendy's iphone's flashlight can be seen at the bottom right of this pic lollll

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Happy new year everybody! Wendy say the upcoming dragon year is going to be extremely good for all the snakes but bad for dragons :(
Ok nvm bby, I protect ya ok? Hahhahaha

ps: I'm like a robot. Slept less than 10 hours in total over the past 3 days. Whoooahhhh!

2011-12-30T17:34:00.001+08:00

I deserve to be fat. Had bread at 10am, Jon cooked fried rice for me at 11. Then he treated me to eat pizza hut @ 4pm. And now I'm going t prepare to meet the 2bs for Korean BBQ buffet. I'm still feeling damn full now. Chui.....

2011-12-28T11:23:00.003+08:00

Dinner w Juikern & Eunice ytd. It was good :)
No matter what happens, I'm really thankful I have them both in my life.
And I spent damn long telling juikern a story which I bet he has already forgotten all about it hahahaha that bastard

Sakae sushi now uses iPads to take order can?! Cool max hahahaha

An extremely belated present for that chick. And lucky for me, it fits!!!! YAY!

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In just 3 days time, we'll be embracing the end of 2011 to welcome 2012.
This is like the quickest year for me so far. No wonder people always say that once you hit the 20s, you're chasing after your youth because it'll be gone before you know it.
If I looked back at my life, I can only say I wasted too much time on people whom I wished they never existed. Especially the Ewwww people.

Boxing day was a well spent holiday at home. Like i say, ordered macs for breakfast. Took a short nap, then my mum woke me up again cus the macs arrived. Talked to my mum, brother & his girlfriend. Dinner was zhu chao @ my house downstairs w my family again! Glad that I managed to fully utilise this holiday. Happy pokey dokey :)

Y'know, I cant believe I clubbed less than 10 times for the whole of this year. Shocking indeed.
Ahhhhhhh, thank God for awesome friends & my family. They contain the biggest part of my heart. Love ya all ♥

2011-12-26T19:14:00.005+08:00

So mesmerized by his voice its deeply stuck in my head.
Too good to be true

2011-12-26T15:51:00.003+08:00

Dang dang dang! Christmas exchange present was a success!

Christmas eve wasn't that good. An entitre day of unhappiness. But thank God for Eunice :)
Met up w her for dinner. Walked around in town but it was too packed everywhere already.
Christmas dinner w Eunice shuting shuixian in timbre!
This guy who's having his birthday celebration in timbre went up to sing Yellow by Coldplay.
OMG I was totally stunned when he opened his mouth to sing. He sang it so well I was touched by him!
And afterwhich we took off to winebar & Jon came and join us!

The entire night ended w me trying to take night rider home but missed its timing so had t cab home. Jon sent me home first before he went home.
Very lucky to have him, and all 3 of them. A happy night and that sums up my christmas "party"
:):):)

Slept at 4 plus 5, and this morning my mum woke me up at 8 plus cus my brother never order macs online before. Eventually the online thing screwed up probably because too many ppl were ordering too. Called the hotline and dilly dailly here & there. Finally went back to sleep at 9 plus but my mum woke me up again cus my big breakfast has arrived. Ahhhhhhhh. Woke up to eat and have some quality time w mummy & brother.
Though tired, but this holiday wasn't wasted!

The christmas lightings in town was quite nice, but Eunice is so fair she took away all the light of the pic! Hahahahaha

The present was those odd shape kind, so I actually had a hard time trying to wrap it up nicely. But the eventual result turned out to be not too bad! Teeheee:D

Paul frank from OSX. Mad love!

Happy girls!!!!! No chocolates, no insincerity, pure happiness.

Thank you Jon, for tolerating all my tantrums cus I was in a bad mood & vented it out on you. Love you big time.

And happy boxing day everybody!!!

2011-12-25T09:29:00.001+08:00

It's ok amy, it's no big deal. Hang in there, you won't die from sadness.

2011-12-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGG. Jon caught my by surprise. He say he has something for me. Christmas present.
Then I was like, OMG i dont have anything for him!!!! I'm so dead.

Next moment, he sent me this and said "This is santa and his elf"!!!!!

Then he continue saying, "you know how people always say the best things in life are priceless? this is free."

YES! It is free, but it is the thought that count!
And he's just soooooooo sweet lah. I know it may look & sound stupid to most ppl, but i really appeciated it. And I'm damnnnn happy.

Thanks baby. You really brightened up my life like no other :)
Merry christmas eve everybody.

2011-12-23T00:04:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, Jerine told me that she'll have no regrets if the world were to end in 2012 because she has been through all the fun and crazy times, so on and so forth.
Then she followed by asking me what would be my biggest regret if the world were to end in 2012.
My response "Not spending enough time with my mum"

I can't explain how much I love my mum despite her eccentric behaviour. But I gotta admit that she's getting old already :(
And she doesn't has the other half to be walking this path with her. Her 3 children are growing up.
To be honest, I'm spending a lot of time with her already. But I just feel that it's not enough. Even though her naggings do drives me crazy at times. (She can nag about the slightest thing for hours. It's like a non-stop radio playing on repeat. Especially when she's moody, she'll purposely bang the door v loud, and do certain things to show me that she's angry).

BUT I love my mum. She has been quite sicky recently and that's worrying me a lot :(
Really really love her ttm.
She's the most important person to me in this whole wide world.
I hope she get well soon.
:'(

2011-12-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

My sister damn nice! She gotten her bonus, then she immediately went to buy an LV for my mum. Then she tell me she'll be getting me a medium sized long champ cus mummy told her I've been talking about it. Then I say, "no lah. I say say only. Don't need." Then she just say "It's okay. Its for you as your christmas present."
The moment I receive that text my heart just go.... Awwww why is she so freaking nice!!!!!

I've been feeling so lost about what to get for Jon as his birthday + valentines + 1 year + christmas present. 4-in-1.
Then he told me "Actually I was thinking that you should save money for the US trip next year. So I really don't want you to anyhow spend money"
OMGGGGG I am so undeserving of all these!
:'(

2011-12-18T09:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Jon was just telling me.... "This day, last year. Where everything started..."
2011 is an extremely good year for me.

Went for swimming with Jerine 2 wednesdays ago. But we ended up soaking in the swimming pool for hours cus I'd forgetting to bring googles for the both of us. Went straight to bugis afterwhich. Did some cheap shopping hahahaha. Bugis is really cheap can!!!! Bought a dress at $10, a good quality vest at $12, a belt at $4 and a top at $10!

Dye-ed my hair which no one realised because there is honestly no difference in my hair colour now :( And I'm gonna cut my hair laterrrrrrr. Can't stand how straight the ends are now.

Lunch in town w Eunice & Juikern after our interview on wed, followed by mission impossible w classmates on thurs. Afterwhich, got stuck in town cus there's some disruption in SMRT & no trains are available for the rest of the night. Had a small gathering in town w Jon, ivan, Eunice, Juikern, Xy eventually. Walked from Lido to dhoby ghaut. Then Xy & I took purple line from dhoby to serangoon, then changed to circle line from serangoon to bishan to change to red line from bishan back to yishun. But the moment we reach bishan, they made an announcement that there will be no train service from Bishan towards Amk.
So Xy and I crossed the overhead bridge where people acted like they were running for their lives, pushing one another, just to rush to the shutter bus. Reached amk, board the train. The train moved, and stopped for awhile, but moved again.
Finally reached home at 1230am. It was an extremely long day.

My lecturer sufferred from food poisoning on friday, so our lessons were cut short. Met up with mum in town for some shopping hehehehehehehehe. Followed by dinner w mummy & sister to celebrate my mum's birthday!

Wanted to take bus, but after looking at the number of people at the bus stop, and how bad the traffic jam is, I gave up that thought

Bought something for myself in sephora and they offer free gift wrapping. Check out this nice looking box! Wheeeee!

Dashed straight to macs the moment twister fries came back on the menu!!

Went for shuixian's church's candlelight service!

My sister bought this but she don't bear to wear it so she gave it to me, yayness!

Facetime w Jon on paddy and his hair was absorbed by the lightings so I asked him to give the act cute face, and TADAAAAH. This is his "act cute" face ahahahaha

2011-12-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

After looking at tracy's proposal video, I went to ask Jon:
"Do you still remember where we went on our first date?"
Him: "Is it to watch social network?"
Me: "You don't remember?"
Him: "I really can't remember when is the first :("
Me: "Ohhhhh. Good thing you don't remember. Cus i've forgotten too!"

HAHAHA, omg I'm so lame. Just wanted t scare him HAHAHA
Are there people who actually remember their first date?

2011-12-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

I'm facing some serious financial problems but I don't know how to put this across to anymore.

2011-12-08T09:15:00.001+08:00

Listening to jay chou's songs give me goosebumps.

I wanna marry him lehzzz.

At the v least, I wanna go to his concert. If he's coming, who wanna go with me!!!!!

I wanna buy the most exp tix hahahaha

2011-12-07T22:34:00.002+08:00

100% lived off Jerine today again. Now I owe her alot of money :(
Got 3 new dresses, 1 vest, 1 top, 1 belt.
I can literally shop my own closet now. No more buying of clothes till bkk.
Please let me keep to my words (advance new year resolution)
I've enough for christmas, cny & a few other occasions. Wheehoooo!
Moneyyyyy, come to me will you?

2011-12-07T09:33:00.002+08:00

The funniest thing was that, I didn't know that I can facetime using my paddy all the way till my brother told me 2 days ago.
I've been under-utilizing my paddy, rarely bringing it out cus of its weight, blahblah.
But honestly, its damn useful especially sometimes I'm lazy to on my laptop and I just wanna sit on my couch to surf the net, msn, play some games + watch tv at the same time.

Have been watching friends, and I'm reaching season 7 soon (Omg thats fast), & I'm really quite hooked onto it. Chandler is so nice I wanna marry him though he keeps putting on weight & he's damn fat now hahahaha. I'm so torn between chandler & marshall because I don't know I like who better. I guess I'll have to go for Chandler cus he's so much funnier. (Not like I have this choice in real life but let me just imagine it myself can?)

I can't wait to celebrate festive seasons w my friends!!!! Whohoooooo

Ps: I don't know why I'm up so early. Waiting for Jerine to call me & we'll be going for swimminggggg! 10 years since we last did that. In fact, I can't even remember when was the last time I swam. 2 years ago? Not kidding.

2011-12-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yay paid for bkk tickets. Mummy is damn awesome she helped me pay first! Bad thing is, I'm high on debts now. Good thing is, YAY TO BANGKOK (finally!). Though its only gonna be 3D2N due to school, I'm feeling damn excited.
After bkk, it'd be hardcore burying all my time into books. And next up, US here i comeeeee!

I'm a happy girl!

2011-12-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

Oh yes. Since the insomnia that night (I slept at 5plus eventually but woke up at 7plus -.-), I have been feeling v tired. Its like, I havent been sleeping enough to compensate the loss of sleep. Ahhhhhhh. Ok, I need a hair cut + dye. And I wanna buy blue contacts!

So broke I keep seeing clothes I really like but I cant get them :(
I want t buy clothes for christmas. I wanna feel it!
I need money la. So broke for what :C

2011-12-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

The worst insomnia so far. I was dead tired when I reached home so I started lying on my bed since 11pm. And I tossed and turned on my bed till now and I still can't fall asleep. I even tried listening to music, counting sheeps, and doing all kinds of shit t fall asleep but I just can't. Best part, I have classes tomorrow. Whyyyyy can't I just fall asleeeeeep????? 4 hours of tossing and turning. Well done, brain. It's time to rest -.-

2011-11-30T10:55:00.003+08:00

Watched the notebook and it's just too good. Have been wanting to watch it for the longest time and I finally did. Though I usually find 2 hours to be too long for a movie, I cried like a baby through the last 15 mins of the movie :'(

The obstacles, the differences, their individual lives, and having someone new; they make it through. Unbelivably touching. I was totally vulnerable to the last few scenes of the movie. It was definitely worth the 2 hours.

2011-11-29T08:20:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh, November ♥

Okay, the above pics are not related to my posts. They are just some random meals Jon cooked for us & I'm v thankful hahahaha. Told him I want indomie + soft boiled eggs, taadaah I have them! Told him I want duck noodles, yay I have them again! Okay, end of randomness.
Celebrated my (extremely) belated birthday w my Juikern & Eunice @ sun with moon 2 weeks back followed by meeting up w my poly friends on that friday after decades of not seeing them.
The gathering was a little failed because a few of them couldnt turn up & all of us ended up parting v early. Eunice & I went to meet ferzus for round 2 @ beancurd city. Nice catching up <3

Caught "You're the apple of my eye" & felt that it was just... alright. A few things they mentioned are really true, but I don't know why it didnt bring me back a lot of old school memories like what others mentioned.

Eunice's birthday celebration was filled with major hiccups. As funny as Juikern. So i bet I'm really a lousy organiser. Failed twice in a row HAHAHAHA. It was really funny though. Juikern spent 1 hour 15 mins driving to drive us to serangoon gardens (and that ride was only supposed to be 20mins). We kept missing the turns & exits and U-turn became his best friend for that day.
Example 1: Juikern, go straight at AMK st 21. Next moment, he turned left at AMK st 22.
Then we all ????????????????????????????
Its st 21, not 22!!!!!
It happened like 5, 6 times. We kept laughing and laughing. But it was really funny while it lasted.
Best part, when we reached the place. IT WAS CLOSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! Win.
The opening hours are from 1130 - 2 and 6 to 10 or something i think.
We reached at 430. So we got like 1 and a half hour to loiter around & do nothing. Wanted t eat @ chomp chomp, but most of the shops arent opened yet so we settled @ this prata shop, followed by udders ice cream. And went over for dinner @ arbite. The all-day breakfast's really v good! After which, we went to nua @ juikern's house followed up heading to town t meet shuixian & co. for supper @ 126.
As much as the whole day was filled with countless of hiccups, I hope that birthday girl enjoyed herself :)

Duhhhhh, of course I've to take a pic & act like its mine for 5 seconds right....

As much as she hates this pic & cant stand how fat her face is, I think this pic is super nice & she act yi ge pretty :B

Hope you like it babygirl :)

-

Went to 2 hospitals in a weekend for visiting. Hopefully both of them get to discharge asap and have a speedy recovery. Illness and pain, please go far far away.

ps: Jon has been the nicest soul all these while. He makes me feel unworthy of his niceness at times because I know that I can never match up to what he has done for me. Thats how nice he is. Byeeeee!

2011-11-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

Koped this pic from shuixan's tumblr. Just looking at the convo again I wanna laugh my ass off. Can't wait for the upcoming christmas plan.
November is an extremely awesome yet broke month.
This year flew by so quickly & happily. Just a blink of an eye, we're almost 1 month towards christmas and 2 months towards CNY.
Wanna spend a lot of time with them girlies & all my loved ones.
I'm a happy pumpkin!

2011-11-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

No words can describe how awesome November has been! Almost comparable to Sep hahahaha
Celebated my brother's birthday in advance & we went for crabssss! It's v nice. We ate both chilli crab, crab bee hoon + man tou! I get to eat the big legs. Ohmyyyy, I'm salivating at the thought of crabssss!

Like I mention, Eunice was back on the 6 of nov. Was supposed to pick her up @ the airport --> accompany her home --> bedok 85 for juikern's birthday surprise. But that chick spoiled our plans by having some last min plans. So shuixian & I acc her home and we head down to town t chillax & catch up on all that we missed for 4 whole months. Way too much to catch up on.

And the following day, Chicken's actual big day. Eunice's presense was supposed to be a surprise cus she told him that she wouldnt be back till the following day. I told him t meet me @ bugis & asked if he'll be driving. That chick says he wouldn't. So when I reached tanah merah, I called him & told him that I'm on my way. We sneaked our way to his house expecting to do a "Taadaaahhhh!" when he opens his door. Little did we expect his brother t open the door & told us that tjk has left, driving........
Called him a million and one times and when he finally picked up. He told me that he's alr on expressway reaching town area. Forced him to come back t his house t pick us up. And when we saw him, he told us that he already KNEW that she was back cus he read it on my blog.
Whaliaoehhhhh, we immediately felt so sadddddd. That stupid chick.
Best part, we went to bugis for steamboat cus he told Eunice he was craving for steamboat. And when we finally reached there, he said he's not eating cus he's not hungry. And the steamboat he always goes to is the one @ katong. LOL double attack!
But he still ate eventually, and even paid for Eunice & I.
After that, we went to his house to nua. And I mean, we really nua. Nua until we dont even wanna move to close the gap of the stupid curtain, and snatched for the chair just to rest our legs, & also the blanket to cover ourselves. Went to bedok 85 for dinner cum supper to end the day.
Though the surprise failed vvv badly, I had a great time spending the day with those 2 I love. And I hope TJK enjoyed his birthday too. Though we didn't go to anywhere fanciful & expensive, I hope you had as much fun as I did. Love you much!

Then, on wed I went to JB w Eunce, Jerine, Jon & Ivan. Regretted eating mac breakfast in Singapore cus we went in to JB w a full stomach. Bought a 1 month coloured contacts for fun but now I have no solutions and I cant use it! Ahhhhhhhhhhh :C
Did mani + pedi & we wanted t watch a movie but realise we do not have sufficient time.
Went for this zhu chao & its really v nice. Not the lousy quality food. Ordered la-la, chicken wings, chilli + salted egg crab & mantou, cereal prawns, oyster egg, kang kong, fried rice & the bill came out to be surprisingly cheap!

Town w Eunice on friday after that darling curled her hair. Omg it's so nice it's making me feel like curling my hair again. But the thought of looking mature & the risk of damaged hair is holding me back. We chilled in town & I bumped into my sister. 3rd time bumping into her out of house & all 3 times I'm w Eunice. Some coincidence there?

And on Sat, korean bbq buffet postponed & we had dinner @ ding tai feng instead. And I finally step foot into a club after damn long. I'm glad I did. Did some heart-to-heart talk in the weirdest environment ever. Needed to do some quiet talkings but we ended up screaming to one another anyways. I havent drank for the longest time and I almost lost conscious in the club again. A lot of funny things happened & I couldn't differentiate if they were funny by nature of if the alcohol activated the funny nerve.

Wenshi's birthday celebration @ Watami the following day & she's seriously making me feel that I'm too old for my own good. We ordered way too much again & tried to force one another to finish the food lollllllllllllllll.

November's a very good month.
PS: I wished I have unlimited cashflow in my bank :C

2011-11-14T10:03:00.004+08:00

For the longest time, I've been living in self-denial. Always withdrawing & never taking a look at the receipt. But, I happened to ask for "no receipt" yesterday & they showed my balance on the screen. Major shockness. My heart stopped. I cannot believe how much I spent.... Honestly.
Its way way way more than anyone can expect. And the best part is, I'm not even working. Why the hell did I even allow myself to spend that much. I was busy enjoying my life I forgotten all about money matters. Sigh, now that I'm broke I also dont know how to face my mum t ask for money. Hai, I need to change this habit of mine. So depressed :C

2011-11-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

November is such a happy month!!!!!!!!

2011-11-04T19:09:00.005+08:00

Fridays are no longer Fun fun fun fun fun and no such things as TGIF since I've classes on saturdays boohooooo.
But yayyyy eunice is coming back this sunday! Went ikea w Jerine on Wed and I managed t persuade her t take a bus down to ikea. Unlucky for us, it rained damn heavily the moment we alighted the bus and we had no choice but to take a cab from the bus-stop to ikea itself. Had lunch there and started shopping. The both of us really looked like a lesbian couple shopping for our new house. One good thing is that she managed to get every single thing she needed for her new room & I also gotten a mirror for my house (which i'm stuck now cus I've no place to hang it.....)
Jerine & I wanted to paint our mirrors but ended up it sucked much. Xy came over and helped us and the 3 of us went for dinner @ 400plus. Been long since we last had dinner tgt around this area.

OH YESSS, before I forget, had buffet dinner over @ cafebiz on tuesday. Of course, the usual price is $56++ which sums up to be about $66 per pax. They have a wide variety of food, with very very very fresh oysters, in fact, nicer than carousel, & overall, I really think this is so far one of the better buffets I've ever tried in hotels. They have from very nice muah chee (not the type that you usually find in hotel buffets where they put there for very long and it becomes damn gross) to very nice laksa. There'll be this person that will come to tables by tables to serve different type of food ranging from beef to ham to sausages time after time. As a whole, it was delicious food accompanied by wonderful companionship.
And we met up too early for buffet but too late for movie. Half-fucked.
But we went to playnation eventually and time flew by so quickly just by challenging mario kart. To sum things up, I guess. Its the childish vs the childish.

I guess I'm gonna become damn fat. Ytd I randomly mentioned that I'm craving for indomie, soft boiled eggs, u-mian. And this morning, he cooked indomie & made soft boiled eggs for me. And told me that we're going to have u-mian after school. If I ever become fat, it's all my fault :(

Jon's mix & match combi: Bee hoon + spaghetti in prawn noodle soup & teriyaki chicken.

2011-11-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

The fatigue in me has accumulated so high I'm like a walking zombie today. Feeling irritated for no reason, I told Jon I feel like punching someone now. He then offered his arms, which I continued by saying....in the face. Then he asked me to go ahead. Then I double, triple confirm... And he still allowed me to. And so.....I did! Thats my first time punching someone in the face!!!!! I didn't use full force of course. In fact, I didn't use any force, I think.. But I felt really terrible. I apologise a million and one times. He wasn't angry. And that's when I found out, no matter how angry you are, never lift your hands to hit somebody. It's not going to make you feel any better, & probably a zillion times worst.

Immediately zoomed home to rest straight after school and yet my tummy ache just had t torture me.

Eunice is coming back, she IS finally coming back! Can't wait for all the upcoming plans. Though gonna be as broke as a stock broker, i'm gonna be a happy broke girl!

Ps: gonna upload some piccas tomz!

2011-10-30T11:14:00.006+08:00

You know. I'm always telling myself, be contented...be contented amy.
But it was halloween yesterday, I had pre-dinner w my classmates @ 126 tim sum, followed by buffet dinner w my family t celebrate my sister's birthday @ sukiya.
Was contented initially, but after that. I started thinking.. Why am I doing nothing @ home. I ought to either be partying, drinking @ some pubs, chillaxing @ some town area or something. NOT lying on my bed preparing to sleep @ 12 midnight. Suddenly, I feel damn bored of my current life. Lack of entertainment & sparks. Borinnnng :(
I can't wait to do something exciting. Like some crazy things or something. Maybe take some drugs and experience a "hangover" night whoohoooo! Ok just kidding. But aiyah, you get my drift. Eunice, faster come back and lets do some bungee jumping or something. Lol.
Quite saddened that bangkok is not a place to go anymore on account of how bad their current situation is. Even if the flood is gone, there is a high chance of disease coming from it.

Had steamboat @ xy's house w huijuan joleen wendy on tuesday. Hj and Jol left early. So it was only left w wendy xy & myself. Talked & laughed so much I could hardly breathe properly. We dily dallied till Wendy missed her bus and end up she stayed over @ xy's place and I hurried back home before it started raining really heavily in Yishun. It has been raining non stop over the past few days & SIM's shelter is so pathetic we were all drenched despite being under the shelter. They are so rich they should freaking build a bigger shelter can. Tsk

Too many words in my blog. Need some pictures to lighten the atmosphere.
Here you go!

ps: One thing about Jon is he cooks! He always prepares breakfast/lunch. And another thing is that no matter what I've to pass by bukit panjang to change bus before going to school. So I'll just have breakfast/lunch @ his house first before heading to school. And he cooks everything! From indomie to prawn noodle hor fun to curry bee hoon. Wheehooooo! A pity I didn't take a pic of the prawn noodle. Its really v nice!

Made myself some potato salad & got nagged at by my mum till no tomorrow :(

Gelare's on half price every tuesday!

Like I mentioned before, Ippudo has the nicest ramen in my opinion.

Quiznos is something like subway, but slightly more exp, but in terms of taste, way way better than subway. The bread is the softer kind (I like!)

Yay, combination of my favourites! He make scramble eggs that are better than those in macdonalds!

Duck porridge!

Fried png kuey. Looks wehhhh, but turns out to be quite nice!

CURRY BEE HOON!!!!!!

Cocktail sausage + teriyaki chicen + bacon + man tou + cheese tofu = amy's survival list.

The chao ta ones all he take. Yay!

Swee choon w carrie, wendy, xy, dingjun, welfred!

Their custard bun.... dripping kind. WHOOO! (Though i never eat lol)

YAY! Finally a long-awaited steamboat @ xy's place!!!!!!!!! We regretted not getting more pork! :(

Bee hoon hor fun. We have class @ 830am on Saturdays and Jon still had time to prepared it for me.
Love his efforts.

You know there's this app now that you can design anything you want like a neoprint. Whooahhhh. Damn kiddy & time-wasting. Fun only when you have absolutely nothing t do hahahaha

2011-10-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

Flea w Wendy & Xy yesterday. Not up to expectations but yeah, at least managed to breakeven. Just feel sad had to part w some clothes which I didn't bear to (at a very very low cost)
:(
But this taught me an important and that is to NOT spend unwisely. Not to buy clothes which I'll only wear once. Worse still, never even gonna wear. Tskkkkk.
But it was good. Jon accompanied me throughout my flea in that hot & stuffy place, having t share a chair w me.. without any complains! And the best part, he didn't even get angry w me for throwing him aside while I have dinner/supper w the 2beees!
Welfred came and pick us up after that. Thankful that we need not need to carry all the heavy stuff in search for cab, blah blah blah. Then off we go to pick Jerine up @ her work place!
Swee choon for dinner w Carrie, xy, jerine, wendy, dj, welfred and I cant believe we finished allll the food in less than 20mins time. The person just serve and clear, serve and clear, serve and clear. Food just went missing without anyone noticing. And when we were about to foot the bill, someone asked, did anyone see fan choy? Thats when we realise, it went into someone's stomach secretly even without anyone noticing.
We spent the rest of our time sitting there, ordering more drinks. More drinks, and more drinks. Time spent w them passes the fastest! The happiness I get from them is enough to last me for days... And before I know it, coming tuesday I'm meeting them again!
STEAMBOAT @ XY's PLACE!!!! YAYNESS MADNESS.
Cheese tofu please!

Oh yeah, sat was the first time me & my friends stayed throughout for both the lectures. And the lecturer forgotten all about the time and ended up extending for another half an hour. I think this is to make up for the lectures that we always slip off half way. And to be honest, ample sleep on friday nights make a whole big difference. Never felt this productive on Saturday's lessons! Love it big time. Gonna ditch sleeping late at nights especially one day before school. Urgent need to start bucking up before I regret it when its too late!

PS: Watched friends and I'm totally in love w the scipt writer. Never understood why they ended it. I can watch the whole day and not feel sick of it. That is, if my head allows me to.
Soft kitty, warm kitty, little bone of fur.
Happy kitty, sleepy kitty, Pur pur pur.

2011-10-20T18:49:00.004+08:00

Hello all, I just submitted the deposit for my work & travel US trip! And now we're left with some documents and confirmation. And after all is settled, it'd be just plain waiting till June 2012 comes along and off we go!
Have been enthusiastically looking for a girl khaki cus I think I really needed one, but mehhhhh! Forget it! Time to step out of my comfort zone and experience something which is thoroughly different from all that I've been through.
Woke up in the miidle of the yesterday's night from this very scary nightmare.
It wasn't reallya nightmare, but some flashbacks from the past with all the scary events mixed together combined as 1 event. I guess they say, 日有所思，夜有所梦.
Totally remembered what zhangyun told me after we graduated from northbrooks. She said that her memories of me in class was that I'm always crying and crying. Shuixian said the exact same thing about me when I was in ERA.
I don't know why did I allow those maniupulative bastards controlled my life and threw shit at me. Was talking to wenshi about this the other day and we both agree that at times, girls are the ones who brought unhappiness upon themselves. Girls prefer "badboys", but at the same time, they're always hoping that one day the bad boy will change for them. I guess the importance in life is to be contented. Contentment brings your far.
Excited for flea this saturday. First time with Xy & Wendy. Even if it doesnt turns out to be as good as I want it to be, I'll just take it as quality time spent with them (Though of course, I'm hoping for the best. Money money, I need you desperately!)

Watched Real Steel yesterday & I was totally wrong about the movie. XY, you're right!!!!! It's damn nice. Generally, if I like a movie, Jon won't like it. If he does, I wont. We're different in this sense hahahahaha. So this time round, I loveeeee Real steel. So he doesnt! The small boy actually reminded me of Justin bieber. V handsome ang moh boy hiak hiak hiak.

Highlights of the month of October:
Celebrated both my sister's & Ivan's birthday @ Paradise dynasty. Really sick of paradise dynasty for the time being nowwww. Don't know why I always drag til the movie is going to be stop screening in the movies before I catch it. Johnny English is sooooo cute! He taught me an important lesson that Jon has been telling me about -- Ai zai!
MIRAMAR with girlfriends!!!!!!!!!! TEEHEHEHEHE. Though miramar is not as good as kuishin bo & they have dropped standard + their variety is not a lot, their california roll is damn sex! I ate about 6 rolls in total hahahaha
Now, I'm looking forward to steamboat next tues w girlfriends
And and and, Eunice's coming back! WHOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Happy likea g6!
Its funny how she's planning her entire November calendar events even though she's still in Aussie. And the best part, I'm involved in most of her plans. MUAHAHAHA!

Oh yeah, went to cut my hair. After looking @ the pictures, I realise... Ohnoooo I really chopped off a lot.....

My hair in real life actually looks shorter than this picture. But nevermind!!!! At least now the quality of my hair has improved tremendously. Happs!

2011-10-18T00:10:00.005+08:00

I feel so stupid now. This morning I blogged about friends not making efforts blah blah blah. And I was finished talking to tjk and now I'm feeling like a complete idiot. He had his reasons for not appearing for my birthday celebration w the rest of the 2b people because something major happened to him and I swear I totally understand. But what I felt was that he could have at least texted me after my birthday to ask me out or something? On my birthday itself, my phone dropped into the toilet bowl and I didn't had a phone for an entire week. Imagine how reliant we are on our iPhones, not holding on to any phone really feels like crap. Especially when you need t meet up with someone at a certain place and time. Not knowing if you mixed up the time or venue & wait there worrying about this and that. Suddenly feeling so handicapped without a phone. Traveling and waiting instantaneously feels longer, and all of a sudden you feel so drifted away from technology. Back to the point, I asked him why he never ask me out!!!!! Then he say he texted me and I didn't even bother to reply. This is damn funny. We were both angry w each other about this technological breakdown that occurred between us.

Okay now I'm starting t be addicted t blogging using my iPhone, hence the constant update. Okay I love my secondary school friends. They're the best! Ps: I feel that I'm someone who's desperately seeking for attention. But the fact is, I know they are very busy. I'm like the only person who keeps asking my girlfriends out but they're like really too busy. We used t celebrate festivals together but we didn't even meet for lantern fest this year and I doubt we gonna meet for halloween too. I guess I'm just the over enthu one cus I'm too free for my own good! Okay needa start studying now and do some stuff to keep myself occupied! Not forgetting, the one who cares less in a relationship wins the game.

2011-10-17T22:22:00.003+08:00

Went toa payoh just now. Jon was so nice he accompanied me all the way to toa payoh, and took train on his own to dhoby when he could have just took the magic school bus 190 straight t town. Tpy reminded me of a lot of things which I've long forgotten. But, just looking at Jon makes me happy. He's not the sweet talking kind, & I know i have very very high expectations of him. To be honest, he has greatly exceeded my every expectation. More than I can ever ask for.
Thank God for Jon, my family members & friends. I love all of you. Cheers!

2011-10-17T10:51:00.005+08:00

Memories are parts and parcels of our growing process, be it good or bad. Ironically, good memories don't impact us as much as the bad ones. Some people may talk about deleting people oftheir past from their msn, Facebook, twitter, contact list, so on and so forth. Truth is, we can never erase them from our memories. I admit that there are a number of things I wished I will never be reminded of them ever again in the next 60 years of so. But without those events moulding me to be who I am today, I doubt I'll never have changed and never be able to taste the goodness of life now. Funny thing is, I was scrolling through my twitter and it somehow stroke me how someone whom ever meant something to me is such a self-absorbed bastard whom probably don't even remember I existed in his life. It's funny isnt it? We let people in to our lives to hurt us, twice. We feel so ashamed of ourselves, we struggled so hard internally. But that whoever probably don't even remember your name. Ha! And this morning, it suddenly occurred to me that I need not be so nice to people whom don't even give a fuck to me. Example, why bother making the effort t turn up for their whatever event when they don't even make effort to turn up once for your birthday celebration. Not like I only celebrated once. But they can give excuse to give a no show during your birthday celebration, why bother? Yeah we are friends for many years. But you didn't even bother to appear on that one day which meant that much to me, the very least I can expect is a text of apology and a reason. Even if it were to be a lame excuse, maybe you could just treat it as a consolation for me. Like a pat on my back, it's okay Amy, they probably really had their reasons. But now, I can't even come up with any excuse for myself no more.

5 minutes ago, I was questioning myself, why aint everybody treated the same way. Now, I'm just thinking, bearing grudges is so tiring. Just treat all those as nothing happened. Life's too short to be calculative over all these minor minor stuff.

Eat, pray, love.

2011-10-11T22:45:00.005+08:00

Hello again!

Feels good to be contacting eunicelim on daily basis despite us being physically apart.

And ever since my mum asked me to stop shoping, I really did!

I know I may sound weird, but I've never ever actually watched any Harry Potter movie before.
Maybe I did. But a small part here and there when it's airing on the local tv.
(ps: I've never ever watched any Twilight movies before. Never even watched their trailer before. Whatalozerrrrr)
Went over to Jerine's house 2 weeks ago and watched about 3 full "episodes" of HP.
That is about 7 and a half hour assuming 1 episode is 2 and a half hour.
We then had steamboat tgt with wendy. Cheese tofu, cheese hotdogs, taiwan sausage, maggi mee w a lot of MSG hahahahaha yayness madness!

That very weekend, I went for 2 quite-fail talks and attended pow's 21's party!
Speaking of which, I was vvvv guilty (again).
Jon was sick that day, but he accompanied me; drank & showed a spontaneous face throughout.
We were suppose to leave early but we dilly dally till we almost missed the last train!
We ran like hell for the monorail, ran even harder for the last train from harbourfromt to dhoby, and ran hardest for the last train from dhoby t yishun only t realize that there is still another train heading towards yishun.
He sent me home, sat on my couch, doze off million and one times till I hurried him to go home.

Told Jon I wanna eat American breakfast. We went for grocery shopping & he came my house and cooked for me!!!! But i've no bread @ home so he replaced it w my favourite prata!!!!!
Knowing my mum would scream @ me if she were to find out that we were cooking, he offered to mop my house. Whaaaaa likea nice siaal!
So I acted like a real spoilt bitch the entire day, sit & waited for food to be ready, eat, and continue sitting.
Just 2 days ago, I told him I'm craving for some korean bbq food & asked if he wanna go w me.
Then he suggested we cook @ his place instead!!!!
That morning, I was supposed to do some grocery shopping w him but i was late!
We had bacon, chicken, man tou (hahahahha), cheese tofu, cheese hotdog!
All my favourites put tgt lol
He cooked for meeeeeeeeeeee & all I did was to wait, eat, and nua again!
WheeeeeOOwheeet!

Celebrated Ivan's birthday @ paradise dynasty. And he bought himself the kart rider bundle as a present hahahahahaha why so cute.

Teeeheee, meeting the girlfriends tomz and I thought it was 11/11/11. Broadcasted to the whole world this wrong information & i'm so embarrassed now.
Okthxbye

Love you all, and I'm sorry for the over exposure of the name Jon throughout all my blog posts.
Ok i need t maintain.
I mean, I try t maintain.

KAABOOOOMZ!

2011-09-27T21:42:00.027+08:00

Life's good.

The major setbacks of this month was the school fees problem that I faced previously which was settled this afternoon, the stain on my light blue dress and my iphone. Ok not very major I know. September's good wheee!
And ytd's when I realise I'm holding on to my 5th iphone already wtfzxzxzx

Thankful to those who has been with me since forever.
2011 has been a really good year for me. And September is one of the best so far :)
A number of memorable events took place this month.
One of the fattest month too. Satisfied almost all my cravings within such a short while and had the most number of buffets within 1 month

Jon & I actually likes mayim. The mango pudding, gyoza, noodle & fish that tastes like crab are nice. But no idea why when I went with carrie & wendy the other day, it tastes horrible :(
Ippudo is expensive. The best ramen I ever tried. But exp. The gyoza & soup is nice & you get to choose the ramen texture between soft, medium and hard. Of course, I chose soft. I like nuaaaa noodles (Indomie is an exception!)
I hope there'll be another 5k marathon run again. I WANNA TAKE PART!
Crystal jade korean bbq was so-so. Definitely not worth the money. I WANNA GO THE NOVENA ONE. SSHIKKEK *HINT HINT*
Kuishinbo lived up to its name! But expensive. Probably once in a long longgggg while
Fullerton dim sum buffet w family
Zhu chao w relatives
Carousel was a little disappointing because they take really long to refill the food & no sight of crab at all!
Had watami 3 times in a month. Their service is tip top, but the food is way too salty (though i like hahahahaha)
Cheese XLB in no time
And of course, BINTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I needa elaborate on the bintan trip. I must.
My girlfriends & I had a bad experience w bintan the other time so we were all like ewwww when people tell us about them going to bintan.
But this time round, its really very different.
Managed to get the room @ a much cheaper rate thanks to my sister & she sent me all the reviews of bintan lagoon and forced Jon & I to read all of them.
90% of them were negative. Most of it were complaining about the extremly over priced water activities, and the lousy quality of food which they charge at very high price. Also, they mentioned that one can of coke costs SGD5.50++, dinner buffet is $50 with horrible food.
To add on, everything is in SGD and the things & food there are more exp as compared to what we have in singapore.
So we were quite prepared for it & decided to buy stuff from NTUC/cold storage
So eventually, we bought and Jon brought it all over.
On the day itself, he had to bring a luggage full of noodles, canned food, disposable utensils, containers, pot, serviettes, bottled soft drinks (which is damn heavy) & another bag of clothes.
As for me, I only had to bring my own clothes.
Feeling guilty, I told him that I'll take a bus to his house and we'll then cab to the ferry terminal tgt.
But on the day itself, the rain was damn heavy & I was wet despite being under the shelter. When i board the bus, i realise I forgot to do something @ home. I was so pissed I told Jon I dont wanna go anymore. (I know this is damn ridiculous and I still feel damn bad now)
But he was damn patient with me & my mood managed to swing back (wtf is wrong with me) and he eventually took a cab from his house to meet me then went to the terminal.
I felt damn bad cus he was all drenched & thats when I recalled he had to be under the rain the entire time waiting for cab as there's no shelter @ his area & he was carrying a lot of things :(
YET I made such huge fuss when the rain merely splashed at me. Whatthefuz am I thinking?!
I NEED TO BE MORE AI ZAI OK?
Anyhows, we had maggi mee + hotdog + luncheon meet w bacon & soft drinks the first night.
Following day, had buffet breakfast & headed to jetski.
It is DAMNNNNNNN fun. Definitely worth experiencing once followed by heading to the pool.
Lunch was even better.
Maggi mee + hotdog (which tastes surprisingly good) + luncheon meet + curry chicken + soft drinks!
Then Jon was damn tired but it was our last night! So i forced him to rent buggy with me.
Eventually, he enjoyed it and we fought to be behind the wheels hahahaha.
It was my actual birthday, we ordered room service & had dinner on bed.
To sum things up, bintan was fun & we enjoyed it. But NEVER go during monsoon season!

And lastly, I'm very very very very thankful for all the love given by you all :)

MY PADDY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mum bought me this hard cover for my baby. Teehehehe

From shuixian & shuting. Smells really good. Hope can 回家回家 HAHAHAHA

Unexpected gift from my sister!!!!!!!

Reached home after bintan to see this on my table. Mum told me that it arrived nicely on the 20th of Sep. AIRMAIL FROM PERTH! Tell me why I love you again :)

The best part is he even made effort to wrapped it up & wrote a note for me. Teehehehehe
I FEEL SO LOVED!

Jon forced me to shake hand w him HAHAHA

Heeeeeee, love you! ♥

Jon burnt a really big hole in his pocket this month.
I definitely dont deserve him doing all these for me.

Baby, you're the best birthday gift ever. Thanks for pampering me with all these these material stuff too.
Love you a ton!

2011-09-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

Too many minor setbacks all of a sudden.
Thankful to have all these people who have been there for me since forever.

Jon accompanied me travel around SG in our heavy luggages yesterday thanks to my carelessness and accompanied me travel around SG in our heavy bags today AGAIN.

Can't wait to meet the girls tomorrow.
HANG IN THERE!

2011-09-12T10:45:00.003+08:00

Wha really pissed.

Called SIM million and 1 times already, and each time I call them, I have t wait for at least 10mins. The hotline is really hot =/
But up till now, I still cant make the payment yet. Abcdefgrrrrrr!

Had drinks spilled on my dress and down my toes twice on tuesday!
Stained my dress yesterday.
And my mum told me t check the starhub bill this morning cause they overcharged me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BU NEH NEH LAH.
Emo domo elmo nemo memo potato!

2011-09-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

September, I love you.

Cleared the air, chose my modules till i almost went crazy thanks to the lousy SIM portal, paid for school fees, celebrated my advanced birthday w my family, received my advanced pressie & am going for an impromptu trip to bintan in 1 week's time!!!!!!
Had so much good food within these few weeks and more is coming!
Ippudo's ramen is damn sex, crystal jade's korean bbq is just so-so, paradise dynasty's cheesed XLB is nice, fullerton dim sum buffet has a wide variety & Jon fell in love with their custard bun. So far, kuishin bo's buffet is still the nicest!!!!!
Wendy, when everything starts picking up to its original state, we'll go there again okay? Don't be sad. All of us love you :)

Life has been treating me really good. My sister helped me to book and settle the entire bintan trip reservation for me and all I have t do, is to book the ferry(which I have also forced someone t do it for me teehehehehe)
My mum dotes on me a lot. Though she nags a lot, about the same few things over and over again, she is indeed the most important person to me in this whole wide universe.
And I'm glad I recently talked it out w my girlfriends over a few misunderstandings.

I can't wait for BINTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But the funny thing about bintan is that, though i've been there before. But I just followed around. Waited for them to check in, waited for them to tell me where to go, waited for them to bring me to eat, waited for them t purchase the return ferry tix, waited for them t bring me to board the ferry. And all i did, was to laugh myself to bintan, and laughed myself back to SG.
Had absolutely no recollections of guiding them around.
And the vivid memory of bintan, was that we watched the same Harry Potter twice, banana boat was leaking, drivers asking if we wanna go kelong; if not, go back. And lastly, didn't get play a single water activity. & I've no idea how much I have to bring there. And the itinerary to plan :(

&&&. I'm starting t get really excited about my celebration with 2bs, shuixian shuting, Jon, and with Eunice when she's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

September, I really love you.
Tasting Happiness with a capital H!
ps: Feels as though I'm celebrating my birthday throughout the whole of Sept Muahahaha

2011-09-08T07:57:00.005+08:00

An unexplanable rush of adrenaline made me jump out of bed early in the morning trying on all the clothes I bought yesterday, jotting down the to-do list and looking forward to a better today.
It was a little confusing yesterday; probably because I had been feeling so happy every single day I forgot life is filled with ups and downs.
Kuishin bo was good. The beef, the crab, the chawanmushi, the fried oyster, the sushi, so on and so forth, was superb!
Definitely have to go back again, when I'm feeling richer.

Mummy came back from Bangkok & bought 2 covers for my paddy + clothes for me.
Very excited for buffet(third time this week OMG) this sat @ one fullerton w my faaammilyyy; followed by carousel buffet with my classsssmatesssss next tuesday (forth time!!!!!!)
Seriously, how is it even possible to NOT gain weight. Emo domo potato :C
OH YEAH, i forgot t mention the sense of achievement I felt after the 5k run last week.
Thankful that Jon accompanied me, if not I'll feel so bored walking with no one to talk to.
Even though 5k felt damn gay for a guy, but he just went along with it and even got pangseh-ed by me for the last km (not forgetting, he's a vampire that cant be shined by the sun).

Key points:
Stop the unhappy thoughts.
Reminisce the good ones.
Create happiness everywhere you go!

2011-09-03T08:46:00.005+08:00

September has always been my most favourited month:)
And now, I'm excited over countless events againnnnnnnn!

August was nice to me. Spent the entire month working @ boston & my boss was really nice to me.
Though she's quite strict about me doing my work, but she never fails to show her appreciation towards me.
She went to Paris & didn't had a chance t bid goodbye to me on my last day of work (yesterday); but she asked for my number from my colleague & specially called me to thank me for the high quality of work I've placed in & that she was really really really thankful for my help.
It felt so good to be appreciated. So good.

Celebrated wendy's birthday @ Domani followed by Jerine's birthday 2 weeks later @ Paradise dynasty -- CHEESE XLB!!!!
Watami is good, I wanna go back again!!!!!!
Ippudo with Jon yesterday & the both of us LOVED it!
We wanted t go to this famous italian restaurant but the very last minute we swop t ippudo instead. There's a long queue, but their service is very fast & their ramen is sex.
Its the 5k safra run tomorrow, followed by endless buffets!
Korean BBQ w Brandon on monday; tough competition over the bidding of modules on Tues, Kuishinbo with the girlfriends on Wed (SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!), & family dinner on Sat.
Tell me how to not look forward to all these...

PS: Mummy's in Bangkok and I seem more excited than she is.
Of course, I told her to put her own buys on priority and if she happens to see my stuff, get it. If not, doesn't matter too! (though I'm still hoping that she'll be able t grab some nice apparels for me teeheehee :B)

Okay, I've been niam-ing to everyone likea recorder every single day how excited I am, about my birthday. Even more excited than my 20th and 21st.
And lastly, please let me summer school thingy come true next year. I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!
Thank you very much.

Going to comex later, and I hope it wouldn't feel like a club minus the dancing and drinking part =/
Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

Praying hard for things to get better between Eunice & her room mate..
And praying harder for this getting over phase be easier for XY.
It's never easy. Never. Especially when it has been for such a long time.
But, as my blog title suggests, It takes two hands to clap.

I just hope you can get on board the bullet train through your recovery stage so you dont have to feel this miserable. I totally understand how you feel. I'm actually very free. Can meet you for breakfast, lunch / dinner!
Last day of work is next friday. WHOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! CANT WAIT TO END MY CONTRACT!
After that, gonna try t work for those short short events (if have)

Hai, super regret not going to perth to look for Eunice. Checked out the tix and they're damn freaking expensive now. I'm damn sad. I wanna fly over now. Money can you just drop from the skyyyyyyyyyyyyy :C

Ok nevermind. Sad things aside, I'M DAMN EXCITED FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
Other than the fact that Eunice wouldn't be in Singapore. (But its okay, she promised to bring me to some super expensive place when she's back HEHEHEHE)
Aiya, i'm just damn excited for my birthday I cant wait for it to come!

Heard a lot of news from my girlfriends. I'm so lost. Speechless. I don't know how to console them. Sigh. Can't believe I'm hearing so many bad news in one day.
My dear friends, please cheer up. I have shoulders & a kate spade + agnes b bag for you all to hug and to cry on. Love you deep deep!

Lastly, thank God for Jon.
Without him pushing me all these while, coaching me, msn-ing with me to ensure that I'm studying, being patient w me forgetting every single thing he teach me the very next day, I probably would have failed at least 2 or more subjects.
Thankyou:)

2011-08-20T23:39:00.005+08:00

2011 is a really good year for me.
My boyfriend accidentally leak out the present he's getting for me for my 22nd.
Seriously. It's exactly 1 month from now but I'm already so damn freaking excited about it.
He told me not to have my hopes too high, but I told him: TOO LATE! My hopes are sky high now. HAHAHAHAHA

Had an awesome day!
Finally recovered from my sickness. OMG, the past week was damn bad. My fever went up to 39.4 degrees.
Shivered non stop, but dragged myself to work. Wore like 3 jackets in the office but still couldn't stop shivering.

Okay, past 2 weeks were great.
Had dinner with SIM mates followed by steamboat for SUPPER with xy, dj, carrie, wendy, tjk, roger. Steamboat for supper is a real crazy thing to do, but we really enjoyed it. Walked from bugis all the way to esplanade. Reached home @ wee hours. Really really really enjoyed the time spent w them.
Spent some homely quality time w Jon on national day since everywhere else is gonna be so damnnnnn crowded.
Yoga session with Shuixian, shuting & meixing on wed was unimaginably fun!
Finally upgraded my plan & renewed my phone contract!
Celebrated wendy's belated birthday @ Domino but wendy & I were feeling damnnnn sick.
Headed straight home after dinner.
Jon & I crazily met up for breakfast before heading for our respective work ytd as though we don't have to early enough!
Supposed to meet up with the 2bs for lunch cus SZ finally get to book out. But the main lead was sick so the rest of us went on to meet without him.
We went to club 21 sale after which.
And i went to have DURIAN ICE CREAM @ udders before heading home!!!

XY, I know you'll definitely read this. Let me know if you wanna come my couch to nap ok?
You're always welcome to come over & watch golf with me.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

PS: My boss really extended my contract for 2 more weeks. YIPEEEEEEEE YAY YAY YAY!

2011-08-14T07:27:00.008+08:00

Out of nothing, I started wondering. If I meet up with a mishap at 4am in the morning, who can I approach and ask for help?
This thought left me thinking for quite a while and I've yet to come up with an answer.
Sometimes, sitcoms and dramas are bad. At times, they relate so closely to reality it gives you goosebumps about humanity and mankind. Other times, they make you fantasize how group of friends around you "should" be like.
Spontaneous? Fun? Adventurous?
How often is this the case.
It's not easy to find a shopping partner nowadays. Not easy to find someone who wants to go Kbox/partyworld with me. A short getaway for 1 day? Not very feasible.

I guess the only explanation to this is that, I'm too free now.
I don't have school. That's why I'm always looking for something "interesting" to do. Something out of the norm.
And maybe, it's just that the things I wanna do is too different from the rest.
I don't mind if it's even a 2D1N or even 1D thinggggg.

Oh well, I've no idea why I'm up at 7am in the morning. I'm tired but I just can't fall back asleep.
Stay home Sunday!
Rest and recuperate; stop allowing all these negative thoughts to empower me.
Needa stay positive!

PS: OMGGGGG IT'S GONNA BE Q4 OF 2011 NOW AND THAT WOULD MEAN, ENDLESS BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS!!!!

Wendy's birthday today (HAPPY BIRTDAY WENDY!!!!!!!), followed by jerine's, engkiat's, mine.
And the month of November is the killer.
CHICKEN, Shuting, Heechai, Wenshi, Audrey, EUNICE LIM, followed by dj's in December.
Just juikern & eunice alone is enough to kill.
Maybe I should hide myself away from them during november hahahahahahahaha

2011-08-13T11:06:00.004+08:00

All humans are greedy by nature.
When you get A, you're really happy to have it. You feel contented for a short while, jumped high and low exclaiming how great it is.
Few days later, you started pondering, thinking how things would have been beter if you can have A + B (even though at the first place, A was already a bonus)
I'm really thankful for all the good things that are happening to me right now.
More than contented. More than what I can ever ask for.
Have to stop the greed, and do more self reflections.
And I'm truthful regarding this. Counted my blessing before I slept ytd night, and can never feel happier than now.
Last year ended v nicely, and kickoff a really good start for the year 2011.
In fact, first 3 quarters of 2010 was hell....up till Jon came into my life :)
Friends around me witnessed how crazy I was, and they laughed and mocked at me like they were watching a draggy taiwanese sitcom. I feel really upset at times. Really upset.
But I'm still thankful how the same few people were there for me without fail.
This year is a careless one.
Lost my card holder, which has about 100 over dollars inside, and a few important cards; Lost my ipod, and lost 2 iphones within a month.
I'm thankful how Jon keeps his mind clear and calm whenever I'm screaming and panicking beside him. His calmness is very important at times like that.
My iphone is really something I cant live without anymore.
And I cant wait for the arrival of another thing........WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
OMG I'M SO DAMN EXCITED I CANT KEEP THIS INSIDE ME!!!!!!!!

Sent out resumes the v next day I'm back from Taipei. Guilty about not working, I really want t find a new job within the shortest time. Went for a few job interviews and planned t work @ CPF building (which is at woodlands. Ideal venue!), BUT. still have t go through second round of interview. Not even sure if i'll get selected. Dont really wanna wait anymore. Decided to take up a job for a lawyer's personal assistant and they're paying $7.50 for a 1 month contract. Sounds good yeah? But eventually i took up my current job. 2 weeks contract.
Now i've another problem. After this job, I've t start searching for another job againnnnnnn.
And I can only commit for about 2-3 weeks. Wanna take a 1 - 2 weeks break before school starts! Hahahahahaha imma lazy bummmmm!

On the other hand, results will be out in no time, and i'm really starting to panic.
I don't mean to be so negative, but I really can't help but t feel the fear of failing any one of the subjects.

Honestly, I came to realise. Most of the times, it's just: Expectations.
There are exceptions too. But i'm talking abut generally.
For example, I'd prefer it to be like this, this, this. But he prefers it to be that, that, that.
I expect him to do things my way, but why should he?
Even twins think differently. How can we expect someone of another gender, who lived through a life that is completely different from you. Yes, all of us been through the same education. But we may have been taught differently by our parents, teachers and friends.
We mix with people differently. You do different things when you're with different group of friends. You react differently even when you're being placed with the exact same situation.
I'm guessing that it's more of compromising, accomodating, understanding and accepting?
Communicate. Thats the keyword. Understand why he'd settle things his way. If you fail to understand, try again. Fail, try again. Once you give up, you've lost.

PS: I'm still secretly hoping that they can extend my contract!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-12T23:42:00.003+08:00

Counting my blessings.

2011-08-07T15:08:00.003+08:00

Been sick for almost a week!!!!
Horrible immune system I have.

Haven't blogged since I came back from Taipei.
Okayyyyy, Taipei wasn't that bad, though last year's trip w my girlfriends was much better.
But, overall it was stil an enjoyable trip!
Can literally feel the sun burning our skin especially in the early afternoon.
My mum & I always escape into departmental stores.
Went t a few sightseeing places and it was a burning 37.7 freaking degrees celsius.
I think that was probably the reason why I had headache ever since I came back from TP.
Bought a dozen foot wear back WHEEEEEEEE!
It was good, really good.
Partyworld, shopped, eat non-stop, leg massage, eat again, watch tv, sleeeeeep!

Came back from TP and did some catching up with juikern & girlfriends.
Caught captain America without knowing that there's a trailer @ the end of the credits so we left before we watched the trailer. ANGRYYYYYYY :(
Had seoul garden (that explains the sore throat i'm still having up till now), went for interviews & started working!
Everything took place quickly because I do not want t drag anymore.
I need money money money!
Went to work despite running an extremely high fever.

Caught rise of the planet of the apes with Jon & Ivan ytd, followed by meeting XY & Wendy for supper @ beancurd city.
Though it wasn't a very long meet up but all of us really enjoyed it.
Meeting SIM mates tomorrow, followed by 2bs lateeeeee night!
Tuesday's a public holiday YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (No more monday blues!)
Meeting shuixian & shuting on WED!
Really looking forward to a new week.
Most importantly, I must be very clear-minded @ work because a small mistake made by me can cause a lot of back end problem!
Speaking of that, I actually think my job is pretty interesting. I'm working for this company which manufactures and provide medical devices to hospitals & physicans all over the world. (But not in Singapore). As for me, I'm supporting the quality control + auditing department.
So it's somewhat related to logistics too.
I'm secretly hoping that they can extend my contract PLEASEEEEE.
If not i'll have t start searching for a new job, again :(

I'm way too blessed and fortunate to have friends whom I can rely on:)
My mum (though naggy and menopauses most of the time), she dotes on me really a lot.
My brother too!
My boyfriend is legand, wait for it, dary!
Instead of meeting in town, which is definitely faster and easier (since he has a direct bus), he always makes it a point to meet me at yishun, and send me back home before he goes back home.... all the time.
I know it is not something big. But I appreciate the effort of his. It is not easy having t take that stupid 171 to and fro all the time, especially its eccentric timing!

Okay, now I'm starting to get a little worried and nervous about the results that is gonna be released soon! Not so soon though, probably the end of august.
I'm just worried okay!!!!!!!!

TILL THEN!

2011-07-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

Had a really long day yesterday.
Went for my appointment @ KTPH.
Went for Ice Kachang-shopping all over Singapore (road trip, mai siao siao)
Went to suntec to change Taipei money
Had dinner @ mayim
Collected my shoes
Went back home.

I forgot to mention that Transformers is a vvvv nice movie, though all robots look the same to me except for bumble bee!

My brother is damnnnn nice!
He offerred to buy things for me from korea & I have been procrastinating to send him the list of things I want him to buy for me.
So he kept pestering me for it. Damn nice right!
When I finally sent him to list, he went to one shop by one shop to check if they have the thing I want, and send me back the price list to double confirm if I wanna get it.
OMGGGGGG so nice right!!!!!!!
And after I gave him the list of things I wanna buy from faceshop & skinfood, he asked if there's anything I wanna get anything from laneige cause it's cheaper there too.
Teeheeeeee, my brother's so nice to me :D

Meeting SIM classmates later! WHEEEEEE. Been really long since I last met most of them.
And, I'm meeting xy, wendy & carrie tomorrow!
It's my "last day" of work tomorrow before I fly off. Seriously still considering if I should come back to work after I'm back from Taipei.

I'm so excited to fly to Taipei for my favourite fooooood.
Pls pls pls let the weather be nice.
Till then!

Love you all :D

2011-07-17T17:10:00.002+08:00

:D

Life has been treating me soooooo good!
Juikern came to look for me @ bugis for lunch on monday!
WHEEEEEEEEE.
Had dinner w Jon on Tuesday, followed by steamboat with the girls on wednesday!
I have been looking forward to meet the girls for really vvvvv long alr!!!
Feels like I havent seen them for really long(though I did), but everytime after meeting them, I'll feel so relaxed. And the best part is, every single meet up, we'll never fail to talk about our upcoming overseas trip.
Though we've yet to confirm on the exact date, exact place, and all the miscellaneous stuff; we're already damn excited for it!

I thank God for everything that I have now.
I know I have a foul temper, unpredictable mood swings, anger mangement problem, etc.
Yet, I have all my good friends to be by my side all the time.
Tolerating with me, acting like 16 year old girls though we're already 21 (22 for most of them, HAHA)
I really love their companionship & most importantly, I love them :D

2011-07-09T09:19:00.003+08:00

Good morning world.
Just when I told myself that I'm gonna sleep till really late today, I woke up at 8am and am unable to get back to sleep.

Just when I told Jerine I've never argued with Jon before, we immediately did..
That following day after what I said.
Fact is we didn't really argue because it was just me being mad at him for something he did.
And similar things happen over the next few days; I got so pissed and upset ytd I couldn't take it anymore I just flared at him.
Jon never disappoints Amy. He never did before. Yet it happened a few times in just one day.
He explained himself & I found out how unsupportive I am.
Not anywhere near to being an understanding girlfriend.

Xy told me that I should be glad Jon is able to tolerate me, because I know how difficult it is.
A sentence of nothing but truth.
I know that myself.
He has so many things piled up on him with added burden & new responsibilities.
Yet all I do is to whine, complain, scold, and blame him.
I never practice what I preached.

Bottom line, everything's solved now.
We're better than ever.
And I'm quite excited for steamboat with girlfriends next wed, & I'm flying off to taipei in less than 2 weeks time, wheeeeeeeeeeee!

Thanks & sorry for everything.
I should start reflecting on my own actions too.
HUGGSSSSSSSSS :D

ps: Recently read some forums and learnt how some guys insult girls from head to toes.
Seriously those keyboard warriors should just take a clear mirror to look @ themselves before insulting others.
And some even take pictures of girls they bump into, on the streets, secretly.
Then shared it on the forums and get others to insult with them.
F them seriously.
Bastards -.-

2011-07-05T09:17:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I wished I can erase all the bad memories I had that belongs to the past.
Then again, I realise, without those bad memories that I have, I might not be who I am today.
I'm glad he accepted me for who I am, accepted all my flaws, and love me as a whole.
He's both mature and childish at the same time, which is like hybrid y'know hahahahhahaha
And I still love his analytical skills which helps me solve my problems most of the times; while sometimes he knows that I just need t whine without any intentions of solving the problems.

Had a very bad sore eye on thurs, and on friday, I could hardly even open my eyes.
I took MC & he came over t look after me, wheeeeee!
I was feeling so unwell I wanted t give the girls night out a miss.
Realising I couldnt bear to miss out on the fun, I went ahead t meet them & throw him @ northpoint while I hurried t meet the girls w a swollen infected red eye.

Had sooooooo much fun despite my red eye and most of the pics, I just had to do a *wink* to hide the red eye, HAHAHA
Really enjoyed every moment of it & I love them to pieces!
Ate so much but continued having macs breakie the following day & requested for late check out.
As much as it's expensive, the stay was definitely worth it.
5 star hotel lehhh, mai siao siao.
Somemore the moment we walk down the stairs its marina sq alr, so accessible!
But the only wasteful part is we only managed to check in the later part of the night so its like we wasted the whole afternoon away cus all of them had to work :(

But seriously, we're impromptu queens. We were talking about over overseas again all year long.
Ever since we came back from taipei, we've been talking about going overseas tgt again; till we finally went bintan. & after bintan, we continue hoping to go somewhere further & more fun, unlike bintan (Banana boat leaking uh)
So many things happened this year travelling is deemed unsafe so the least we could do is to book a hotel in singapore & brainwash ourselves we're elsewhere!
And, we only booked our hotel like 2/3 days in advance and wendy mistaken it for the following week so she immediately rushed home and dashed out of her house to meet us :D

After we finally satisfied our camwhore craziness, we checked out & went to shop!
Havent shopped w them for the longest time.
Met up w Jon but I was feeling really unwell so we went home soon after.

On Sunday, we wanted t have dinner @ chongpang nasi lemak!!!!!!!!!!!!
But it was way too crowded so we ended up settling in the pasar malam nearby!
But the ramly burger not nice lehhhhh

Fact: We seldom meet on weekends because usually it's rest day for the both of us & we're especially uber lum nua on weekends. Furthermore, everywhere is so crowdeddddd.
But now that I'm working & that he's starting work soon, I guess we don't have much choices.

OK, I can't believe I'm typing this post in the office.
But there's really nothing much for me to do.
Back to phone callingsssss.
TILL THEN :)

2011-07-03T14:18:00.001+08:00

Jon just told me "If you make any decisions without telling me, I won't get angry. Because I'm awesome."

HAHA likea g6 -.-

2011-06-28T20:52:00.002+08:00

WHAT UP!
Started my work.
Up till now, they haven't given me a proper task. It's mainly prank calling & pasting of stamps for the time being.
I'd actually want to work till my Taipei trip.
Initially I felt like slacking. But, aiya. I go taipei can nua already. I should just earn as much money as I can within this limited time frame.

My boyfriend has been such a darling all these while.
On friday, my brother flew off to korea.
It was also my first day of work.
He came over to bugis to find me, followed by accompanying me to the airport t send my brother off, and went to my house, and nua till we're both dead tired then he went back home.
On saturday, flea w eunice was a major failure.
We didn't even manage to cover the stall cost -.-
Chui much?
It was damn warm n humid too.
Jon came to meet me first before he went off to meet his friends for lunch in suntec, and came back after which.
Sunday was even beter.
Eunice, Ivan, Jon & I went to JB!!!!!!
We ate the entire day away.
Caught green lantern there. NICE!
& continued eating.
Monday, he came over to bugis to meet me for dinner before heading off to meet his friends.

Seriously, I'm damn thankful for all the efforts he is putting in to allow me to have something to look forward to, when I'm in that unbelievably boring environment.
He even wakes up early(mission impossible) to accompany to text just in case I've nothing to do at work.

And, I'll be having dinner w Jon & Eunice at Eunice's house tomorrow!
OMG I miss popo's cooking!!!!!!! So much that I'm already drooling at the thought of it.

NEED I REPEAT, I wished eunice lim is not flying off to aussie this friday morning.
Seriously, I feel damn emo about it :(

Ok, this week is gonna be fun fun fun fun fun!
(except for the fact that eunice is flying away, bitch)
I'm so excited for popo's cooking, I'm so happy eunice & shuixian is coming over to my office to meet me for lunch this thurs, I'm so excited to be staying in meritus hotel this friday w my girlfriends, &&&& I'm still quite hyped up over the awesome weekend last week;
Love you all bitches!

2011-06-19T21:57:00.009+08:00

TEEHEEEEE:D
My comment box finally resolved! After, erm, years???

I'm a very lucky girl.
My boyfriend told me how confused he is whenever my mood swings.
He's torn between whether to talk to me, or to leave me alone.
Talking to me would only leave him to be further scolded and insulted by me, but not talking would brings him more trouble considering the big fuss I'll kick up with.
Note that, every time my mood swings, I make no sense in talking.
I scold him for doing A, but next moment I ask him why didn't he just proceed with doing A.

He told me it isn't easy adapting to my extreme mood swing initially and that, tolerating means there's a limit to it and one day he might just not be able to take it anymore.
So, he decided to live with it. Because living with it would make every mood swing of mine easier to him. AWW.
I admit, it's really not easy tolerating my eccentric behaviour.
But I really can see the changes in him. How he tries to meet up to every single expectation of mine.
Picking me up from my house before we heed to town together, sending me home without fail, waiting for me to shower before he leaves my place and doing the weirdest thing in public just to put on a smile on my face.
He is really the most unique person I've ever known.
His goodness is totally unfathomable I coudnt think of better ways to describe him no more.

I am a very very very lucky girl. Love surrounds me.
Eunice is really nice to me. Really.
Met up with Xy and wendy a few days consecutively last week and we talked alot.
Talked about our future, career, studies, pay, friendship, overseas trip(which never happens boohoohooo), relationships etc.
Took up a part time job in boonlay shell station to promote this pokka orange juice.
SO BORING.
I really dislike promoting jobs. Good thing its only 4 hours.
XY and wendy accompanied me all the way to boon lay and waited for me to settle down before they leaves, and Jon came to meet me afterwhich! Which makes everything became better.

You know, sometimes in life you're really stuck between choices.
You know you have to take this path, yet you're unwilling to step into it.
On the other hand, it may be because you're hoping that a miracle might just happen.
You give in your all for something to happen, but the returns aint as high as you wanted it to be.
For me, I'll always "Do my best."
I hate the feeling of regret.

Too many choices doesnt make life any easier. Because for whatever choice you'd pick, you'll always be wondering if life would have been BETTER if you had chosen the other.
Too little choices leaves you with no choice too.
Ahhhhhh, life's a bitch.
But that's life indeed.
Everyone around you may not be true, but the most important thing is to know who's true and who isnt.
You do not have to make a point to drift away from people who's not true/using you. But you must definitely not drift yourself away from people whom have been there since forever for you.
I know who are my true friends. I definitely do. Not many, but having them around is good enough for me.
Love you all to bits :)

And i know, for sure. If one day Jon were to give up on giving in to me, I'll cry my ass out :(

ps: I think even if I were t step on your shoe, I also wouldn't be tall enough to kiss you on your cheeks. HAHAHAHA, then again, SO TALL FOR WHAT!

I'm scared. Because there's only one of you...

2011-06-17T09:42:00.003+08:00

i dont know what i want. i pms-ed terribly yesterday. i hurled vulgarities at him, blamed him for every single thing that wasnt even his fault to begin with, scolded him, misunderstood him, threw sarcastic remarks on me, disallowed him to play games, disallowed him to sleep. seriously. what the hell do i seriously want. we've been arguing alot recently. actually what i meant was, i've been arguing with myself a lot recently. every single time, he'll patiently wait for me to cool down and try to apologise to apease me because he's so afraid of saying anything wrong to spark my anger any further. i sincerely dont deserve someone as nice as him. and i should jolly well be doing something about it. and once i'm over it, i'd just conveniently push everything to pms-ing's fault. i need to seek treatment. i'm too scary when i pms. i cant possibly run through the streets of little india/hougang again. sometimes, i tell him i want him to be like this. then next moment, i blame him for being like this. if i'm feeling terrible, i bet he's 10 times worst. he must be so confused. i'm sorry. i ought to reflect on myself. add the understanding, subtract the unhappines, divide the reliance, multiply the independence. that's that.

2011-06-12T20:37:00.001+08:00

2011-06-11T09:29:00.003+08:00

I know everyone is sick and tired of me bragging about how nice my boyfriend is;
So much that every time I talk about him, it'll become like "blah, blah, blah".
But I seriously can't help it. No one has been this nice to me before, in my whole life.
And by "this nice", you really can't imagine how nice he treats me.
Exceeding anyone's imagination.

As much as I still feel so damn devastated about the lost iphone FOR THE 2ND DAMN TIME,
and I can't believe I'm still getting a new laptop cus mine really really dying.
Used for 5 years plus, really value for money already. No?
Money money money, will you stop flying away from me?

2011-06-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

Health:

Drink plenty of water.
Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
Play more games.
Read more books than you did in 2010.
Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
Sleep for 7 hours.
Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
Dream more while you are awake.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
Smile and laugh more.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

Call your family often.
Each day give something good to others.
Forgive everyone for everything.
Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
Try to make at least three people smile each day.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

Do the right thing!
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
The best is yet to come.
Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

2011-06-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

I'm so fucked.
I can't believe I'm typing this. But yes, I lost my phone for the 2nd time within 1 month.
And both are iPhones.

Honestly, if your girlfriend is losing her phone 2nd time within a month;
It just shows how careless and irresponsible she is.
But what is incredible, amazing and unbelieving is..
Jon stood by my side, do every single thing I want him to do (which includes making a police report both in JB and in Singapore), and when we reached home, he immediately ordered an iPhone online (from apple store!!!!) for me. Fucking unbelievable.
Seriously, I don't mean to sound crude, but I've no idea what I've done to deserve someone who is so incredibly nice to me.
He's one of the most thrifty person I know, who scrimps and save, and doesn't even bear to spend money buying things he needs. He doesn't spends on clothing, accessories, yet he's most willing to spend on me.
FYI: He dragged and dragged so long to buy a shoe for himself, when the original one was already torn into half at the sole!!!!
Wtf wtf wtf.

Sigh. Honestly, I haven't done enough to prove my worth :(

And I love Ivan, Xy & Eunice too!!!! OMG I'm surrounded by such nice souls. They make my life so beautiful and colourful.

And I promise, from now on.. I REALLY REALLY REALLY WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY OWN STUFF.
I really will do it!!!! Really. Trust me!

PS: Everybody, I know I've a very bad record judging on the number of people I've dated. Honestly, seriously. It looks bad on me and I'm somehow quite ashamed whenever people question me things like "New boyfriend?" or worst still "Wha everytime i see you, you're with a different guy".
Obviously I don't feel good about it. Who the hell in this world likes hearing such comments?
But no one else has treated me this nice in the whole wide world.
Everytime I reprimand him for something like "Why you never do this", and i can assure it, it'll never happen the 2nd time. He'll definitely remembers to do it again.
He may be the most wood-block headed guy anyone knows, and he can be rigid over certain things such as being really unromantic, no surprises, and only does things after i ask him to..
But all these are good enough.
I'm the luckiest girl on earth.
I can't believe I found you, and most certainly can't believe you're mine.
When I first met you, I never knew we'd ever be together. And definitely never thought how good life can be ever since you walked into my life.
Thanks for everything.
Love you baby :)

2011-05-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

LOVE IS.....

2011-05-28T21:10:00.106+08:00

Thanks to facebook, it has been a really long time since I uploaded tons and tons of pictures into my blog.

Be warned: Due to the large number of pictures I posted, this post might end up lagging your entire computer.
Firstly, I'm quite pissed with myself. I don't know why. But probably it has been a long time since i uploaded so many pictures into one post, I don't know how to do it all at one go. So i ended up uploading ONE picture at a time and spending the whole night on one post.
I was so tempted to give up half way and just upload them onto facebook zzzzz
In summary, I went for 8 Days 7 Nights in total.
Spent 5 Days in Hong Kong, 3 Days in Macau!
We took Jetstar and the flight was in the afternoon. Me and my kiasu mum went to the airport damn early and we waited and waited and waited for time to past.

Realise I've nothing to do, I make phone calls! HAHAHA

I don't know if i were too hungry or what. But the curry rice actually didn't taste that bad. I think it cost $8 if i'm not wrong? And you can top up a drink for additional $2

We took a bus from the airport to our hotel. Flat rate of 33HKD per person. Alighted at the wrong stop. My mum and I spent the rest of the night searching for our hotel :(

When we finally checked into our hotel, it was about 1030pm. Walked to ladies street and grab a bite! Good thing we ate on the flight.

We stayed in Cityview hotel @ Yau Ma Tei. It is less than a minute walk to the MRT station. Very extremely accessible. There's 7-11 directly opposite the hotel and another convenient store called "Circle K". We bought our disneyland tickets there. Cost 350HKD. And we conveniently had our chee chong fun breakfast @ the convenient store too, hohohohoho.

We bought this prepaid card for 60HKD and there's free IDD calls to Singapore. 1 minute only cost 25cents. Dirt cheap.

Reached disneyland earlier. It opens at 10am and the rides starts only at 1030am.

It was actually a good thing we went earlier. The longest time we waited was for go kart. My mum loves it! We queued for almost 1hour. Not that bad still. Probably because we went on a weekday.

Disneyland is definitely not for someone who only likes trilling rides. None of the rides are "scary". In fact, they are all really kiddy; for people like me.

They have a parade every single day. Starts at 615pm. Superrrrr cute!!!!

We left before the fireworks at 830pm as both my mum & my camera went out of batt :(

Bought a return ticket from HK to macau. Costs 270HKD.
Suffered from sea sickness :(

The weather is Macau is about the same as in Singapore.

We went to Hard Rock Hotel cus i wanted to have hard rock cafe for dinner. But, there's no hard rock cafe in hard rock hotel. At least not for now. Boohoohoo

Lok lok for supper! Not cheap btw =/

We had breakfast buffet in our hotel. Costs less than $10 per pax. Even cheaper than the lok lok, hahahaha.
Our hotel in macau wasn't that accessible. But nvm!!! My mum & I had it all figured out. We took the free shutter bus from our hotel to the ferry terminal and from the ferry terminal, we took a free shutter bus to venetian hotel. AND from venetian hotel, we took another free shutter bus to zhuhai borders. Sounds super tedious, but we done it anyways. We took cab the first day & it was quite expensive. And since my mum & I had a lot of time to spare, and we are 2 early birds (We woke up at 7 everyday?). Plus, the shops in zhu hai only opens at 1030, 11am.

They have gong cha too!

This Lok lok costs $30+ SGD, lol!

Only after we checked out, then i realise they have free internet access. Stupid or whatttttt??

Thank God our hotel in Hong Kong is really accessible! It's so near the ferry terminal it costs only about 5SGD to take a cab from the ferry terminal back to our hotel.

When we reached the hotel, our room isn't ready yet. So we went for lunch! I craved for beef for many days & my cravings were finally fulfilled!

We went back to the same hotel we stayed on the first day. So they upgraded our rooms to executive suites without additional charges :B
Furthermore, the hotel kept our luggages for us without additional charges.
And their service is really quite good too.

Bought a penguin hehehehehe

I really wanna learn to put fake eyelash so i bought the whole set home to try HAHAA
Free internet access at MTR stations!
SOGO's 60th anniversary almost killed my mum & I. On a brighter note, I managed to grab a few cheap deals!

One of their attraction is this place called "Lai Kwai Fong". It was quite bad cus it rained every single day (except for the day we went to disneyland, thank God!). So we had to bring our umbrellas everywhere & it was quite troublesome =/
We went to this restaurant that was recommended by my sister. The food was quite nice :)

I repeat, my mum and I are sooooo early birds we always walk into a departmental store when all the shops are not opened yet. tskkkkk

I love H&M!

Only after we ordered, my mum told me she doesn't eats Xiao Long Bao. So i had t finish all by myself. First time in my life, I feel like puking XLB out.
We went to this famous dessert shop called "Xu Liu Shan". Nice, but expensive, indeed.

I bought the collection of Ba Wang, HAHAHAHAH.
Poor boyfriend, having to endure the funny smell on my hair now :(

Langham place is a departmental store in Mong Kok. Very very big. 10 over stories. But nothing much. Most are expensive stuff. But we still went cus of H&M! Hahahaha

Took a neoprint with my mum!!!!!! TEEHEHEHEHEHEHE!
Had jap for dinner in Langham place. Once again, not cheappppp!!!

Went to dye my hair, not cheap also TSKTSKTSK.

Last minute shopping in the airport. They have a disneyland store too!!!!

I regretted not buying the phone cover in disneyland the other day. But they have it in airport too! So i bought it. Lol
The taxi uncle that drove us to the airport recommended us to this restaurant & we ended up waiting damn long for the food. So long that we almost missed our flight, wth!!!!

Backpack 走天下！

In conclusion, Hong Kong stuff aren't that cheap. We went to ladies street, temple street and a few other night markets. They sell relatively the same stuff. But the prices varies. So it depends on your bargaining skills. Zhu hai stuff are much cheaper but we didn't had enough time.
HO HO HO HO HO HO.

2011-05-26T08:32:00.002+08:00

I don't know if i've mentioned this before, but I have an awful overseas phobia. Things will always become very different (in a bad way) after I'm back from an overseas trip.

I'm back from HK and I must say, it was really tiring cus my mum is a #1 shopaholic! Hands down.
Her legs never get tired. And we just walked all day long. Spent a bomb there :(
And I'm seriously cutting down on shopping for a period of time.
Step 1: Stop all the online-shopping!
Step 2: Minimise physical shopping
Step 3: Go back to step 1

I'll never forget words you said to me, promises you made, moments of happiness, and all the time spent together.
No one has treated me this well before; Not a single soul.
As much as I get really upset over your wood-blocked head at times, I'm thankful enough for all the other things you've done for me.
I must repeat, I appreciate all the effort you made, in trying to meet up to my expectations.
I must emphasize. I'm greatly impressed by how I only need to mention (complain) something for once, and you'll remember it all the way.
:)

Life is soooooooo well!

2011-05-16T01:22:00.003+08:00

Thanks for making me realise how beautiful my life can be.
Thanks for bringing colours to my life.
Thanks for always telling me how much you love me.
Thanks for always making me feel appreciated for whatever I do.
Thanks for giving in to my unreasonableness.
Thanks for dashing over to my house whenever I'm unhappy.
Thanks for sending me home all the time (even if it'd mean a big big detour).
Thanks for not giving up on me on studies.
Thanks for being patient with me on my moody days.
Thanks for telling me I can always count on you.
Thanks for allowing me to vent on you whenever I'm unhappy.
Thanks for not walking away even after me shouting at you.
Thanks for offering your shoulders for me to rely on.
Thanks for coming into my life.
I know words are cheap, and I'm sorry I've been venting my frustrations & unhappiness on you all these while -- just because I'm stress.
I acted as though you weren't facing the same amount of stress as I am.
I'm sorry I haven't been appreciative enough for all the efforts you're putting in.
You've been travelling to northpoint a lot recently.
You're doing a lot for me. Yet I still picked on the slightest mistake you committed.
No matter what happen. We can always talk it out.

You're really someone, whom I never thought I'd be able to meet.
Once again, thanks for coming into my life.
I can never imagine, and I never wanna imagine, how things would have been like, without you.

Thanks for being the brightest light shinning my way through my darkest days.
Thanks for not letting go of my hands.
Love you for loving me.

Thanks for being so awesome, Mr S.E.P

2011-05-11T09:24:00.003+08:00

I'm damn weird, I finished watching season 1 to 4 of himym, and the later part of season 6.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Can't wait to get the leftover season 5 from XY and I can watch it in HK.
OMGGGGGGG,
I'm just 1 and a half day away from freedom; 6 days from my HK trip.
Please let everything be good, be it the weather, the clothes, the hotel stay, and the food there!
But still, most importantly, please let me and my mum have a safe trip there.

Yayness madness gayness!
ps: I honestly can't wait to spend alllllll the time of my life with my friends, myself, my mum, and my boyfrienddddddd♥!

2011-05-07T17:12:00.002+08:00

2011-05-07T11:44:00.002+08:00

I really feel so damn miserably bored without my iphone.
So. Damn. Miserable.

It's as though a part of me just went missing.
That's how much my iphone mean to me :(

2011-05-03T08:35:00.000+08:00

I'm glad I've found mine. It was a long search, but the outcome makes it all worth it.

-

Exams officially starts tomorrow.
3 papers on 3 consecutive days, 2 papers next week;
And I'm officially done with my months of study.
Before I know it, everything will be over in a blink of an eye.
Till then!

2011-04-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

Why so pretty....

And why my boyfriend so irritatingly cute?!?!?!??!??

2011-04-21T23:10:00.005+08:00

I HAVE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS MY WHOLE LIFE.
As much as I'm someone who can be very easily contented.
The contentment has never stayed been this long.
JON IS WAY TOOOOO NICE TO ME ALREADY.
Sometimes i wonder if I even deserve to have him as mine.

Thank you friends, for being there for me whenever I need you.
For now, I've to stick my head into my books and FOCUS!
I shall meet up with every single one of you after my exams ok?
Don't forget me!

2011-04-17T14:08:00.002+08:00

2011-04-10T20:53:00.005+08:00

To begin with, I've been reading a lot of people's stories, their ups and downs, their happiness and unhappiness, indignant about 1001 things, whining non stop.
Honestly, I'm really envious of such people who can write very well. They make me feel like them and understand everything that is going through their brain while reading their entries. That's the power of language, which sadly, I'm not very good at.

I know people around me are so sick of me talking about zai nan alllllll the time.
Praising him, talking about how happy I am now, telling them how different he is, from every other guy I've ever known in my entire 21 years of life, counting my blessings over and over again, thankful of how things changed towards the better side ever since he walked into my life.
I know I may not be the best girl he can ever find, yet he chose me.

I've never had any intentions to ever take him for granted, but sometimes.. The things I do, just frustrates him so much he feels unappreciative.
But honestly, who doesnt has flaws?
My mood swings are way scarier than anyone can ever imagine.
To be honest, I'm an extremely different person as a friend and as a girlfriend.
As a girlfriend, I tend to vent all my frustrations, unhappiness, mood swings, and whatsoever on him. Time after time, he forgives me.
Realising I couldnt take it anymore, I asked "How is it ever possible for you to put up with, and tolerate with my insanely unreasonableness?"
"Tolerating means that there will always be a limit to it. For me, I've grew to live with it. Hence, there will be no limits to it, and it's gonna be a bottomless pit", he replied.
I admit, my heart melted on the spot.
I realise no matter how much I always insists to love him more than he does, he's doing it way better than I am.

He makes me feel happy and loved with just a smile on his face, a snap of his fingers, and a little action he does. I even feel happy whenever he gets all so excited finding out the answer to a certain econs/maths question he has been thinking about the whole day.

Exams are round the corner, I know I should feel well prepared by now. But, I admit. After going through the revision classes, I feel worst off than before.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh

Nevertheless, I love my family, boyfriend, 2bs & my girlfriends!

2011-03-23T09:33:00.003+08:00

Know what?
My boyfriend has been treating me like a princessssss. Sounds cheesy but it's true!
He may not be the most interesting guy on earth, giving me all the material stuff that any girl would go crazy over, bringing me to expensive restaurants, drives me around, having a whole lot of crazy ideas in his head;
But he would do every small little things, just to make his love known to me.
He's probably the new definition for, unconditional love.
I can't explain how nice he is to me. And no one will ever know, till they try him themselves.
BUT Sadly, they can't. Because only I get this privileged!
MUAHOHOHEHEHAHAHO :B:B:B
I love you, BB!

I've no idea what I've done, to deserve all these people around me.
And fyi, I suddenly lost my studying momentum and I've been going out almost every other day.
Practically seeing Eunice alllllllllllllllll the time!
Finally met up with xy & co. for supper, shopping, dinner, and I cant wait to have some stayover with them!!!!!
And of course, yayness to the meet up ytd with guni, SX & sokteng!!!!
I'm really really really happy. How we're able to squeeze time out of our busy schedule, to meet one another.
I love all my girlfriends!!!

And I've no idea why. I'm damn excited for my HK trip!!!!
Pls let it be good!!!!!! And let the weather be good too!!!
(Though it's gonna be 2 months later, just let me look forward to it can anot?!?!?!?)

FLEA @ SCAPE THIS SAT.
HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so broke I can be a stock broker now.
HUAT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

I am lost. I need someone to guide me through.

2011-03-12T13:09:00.001+08:00

I am VERY stressed and VERY tired.
I need to rest.
And I need desserts!

:(

2011-03-05T09:23:00.000+08:00

2011-03-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO OWN ALL OF THESE!!!!!!!!
Not too greedy right??? I'm a girl afterall!!!!!! TEEHEHEHEHEHEHE! :D

PS: Please pray that the flea will turn out successfully tomorrow.
GOOD WEATHER & GOOD CROWD PLS!

2011-03-02T14:43:00.002+08:00

I am such a loser.
My determination never lasts.
I get distracted easily.
I lose focus.
I feel so terrible inside when everyone around me are having fun and yet I'm like some nerd, no friends; And books is all I have.
I want to watch himym and nua ttm till i die in my bed.

BUT
I can't.
Final exams in 7 weeks.
Isn't that the only reason why I've been studying so hard for the past months?
Persevere.

PS: I'm glad you never gave up on me. For now, i need to FOCUS!

2011-02-28T20:10:00.003+08:00

I'm still in the midst of struggling to stay away from social life as much as I can, just so that I can devote more time and energy to my boooooooooks!

Xy told me that in life, we can only have 2 out of friends, work/school, and sleep.
If you wants to have more time with your friends, and at the same time, study/revise as much as you can, you end up sacrificing your sleeping hours.
If you want to have both sleep and have fun with your friends, you jeopardise your work/studies.
There goes the same for the last combination.

AND, if you want to have all 3. You'll suffer in all.

I seriously do not want to miss out on gatherings and catching up with my friends, and at the same time, I do not want my studies to suffer -- Resulting in serious fatigue.

What's your choice?

2011-02-17T23:46:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, if you were to stand in my shoes and look at things from my point of view one day;
Just, one day. Maybe you'll truly understand how it feels like to be like me.

For now, the least I can do is to not allow those thoughts to mind fuck me.

2011-02-14T13:37:00.003+08:00

Happy valentines day!

2011-02-09T16:11:00.002+08:00

Sharing the same beliefs doesn't always make you a stronger couple. According to research conducted by Ted Huston, psychology professor at the University of Texas, USA, there is no difference in the objective level of compatibility between couples who are unhappy and those who are happy. In other words, just because the two of you have different personality traits doesn't necessarily mean the two of you can't get along. Look at compatibility as a process where the two of you work on connecting emotionally. This way, instead of trying to match your values, you learn to manage your differences.

2011-02-03T16:34:00.002+08:00

恭喜发财 EVERYBODY！！

I hope to develop a better relationship with my books.
I keep singing to them but they continued giving me a stern look, refusing to get close to me.
I dream of you day and night, why cant you just tgt with me?
I love you so much but why don't you love me back?
I talk to you, but you don't want to answer me.
Why are you so hard to read & understand!!!!! :(
If only the love between me and my notes were mutual.....

On a side note, I want to HUAT la!
High time i stop spending like a wastrel.
I should probably start jotting down my expenses starting from now.

2011-02-02T11:23:00.004+08:00

I read this somewhere on the web and pasted it here.
Its really very meaningful. Take some time to read ok?
Especially for my girlfriend, Eunice!

When you are in a relationship, you have a one-track mind: your boyfriend. When you break up, you have a one-track mind: your ex-boyfriend. At what point do you forget the past and start thinking only about YOURSELF? You don’t have to think about your past; you don’t have to think about what is gone; you don’t have to think about the love you are missing out on. It is better to be free than be enslaved by a tumultuous relationship; some love can’t be repaired. Yet after you are out of it, you don’t know how to be free. It is a paradox. You are too paralyzed to move because you are venturing into the unknown. Standing still is the initial reaction because you don’t know where else to go. You are abandoned in the blistering cold.

There is far too much life to live fully and alone to dwell on the what-if. Time quickly passes that you can never recover. I don’t want to live with regret. Dwelling and pitying has eaten a year of my life. A year. 365 days. I could have done a million things in a year, but I did nothing. Never again.

Selfishness is healthy. After a break-up, you absolutely must be selfish. You must immerse yourself in new experiences, activities, relationships to help create a new identity. All of the mental energy you possess must be devoted to repair and self-restoration. Nothing else. Otherwise your identity from the past remains your identity in the present. I don’t want to be the person I was in that relationship- I didn’t love myself. And I don’t love myself as long as I am still hung up on the devastation of it all. You must change EVERYTHING- experiment, risk, explore. Putting yourself out on a limb makes you stronger and more confident. Only you can change, there is nothing external that will initiate the process. I choose my thoughts; I choose my behaviors; I choose my proactivity. No one else can change these things. This is my biggest trap. I want some event to turn it all around, but this isn’t how it works. Change is a daily process- it is a lifestyle. Incremental, not overnight.

There is tremendous power in self-mastery; it is a journey I have been toying with for a long time, but have yet to aggressively pursue it. Old thoughts and habits inhibit my success, as I let them destroy all progress in one single swoop. I work so hard, yet give it all away because my mind convinces me I am not worth it. This is a habit, not who I am. I must rid myself of it. Only you can be your own biggest cheerleader- it’s not vain and conceited; it is a necessity. If you tell yourself something over and over, you eventually believe it; this is so true. Good mental health leads to good everything health.

Ridding yourself of the past is no different than ridding yourself of any kind of addiction. You simply can’t go back; not even one taste. It is an all or nothing. Letting your past creep in is dangerous because it can take over. You don’t have to let it control you; you just have to resist the urge to succumb to it. No pictures, no texts, no drunken calls. Nothing. He is dead to me. He is in a grave. It is time to climb out of the hole I’ve buried myself in along with him.

Life must move on. The world doesn’t stop spinning just because you can’t see the light of day. Life is waiting. Don’t miss out on it. Every second is a chance to be born again. Embrace the opportunities life has to offer- regret is probably more painful than heartache. You can love again, but you can’t live again.

Start living.

2011-02-01T22:30:00.014+08:00

Why are humans so hard to please?
You desire what you lack of, take the things you already have for granted.
Is happiness really so hard to attain?

Honestly, I thank God I had a good secondary school life, good poly life, and a good up-till-now uni life.
Met the best people I could ever meet in my life.

Sometimes, you just have to wait for that someone; "to walk into your life by accident, but stayed on purpose."
The amount of time we sat there, doing nothing, just talking our hearts out; suddenly make me realise why all my other relationships didn't work out in the past.
I remembered how I stayed up all night up till 6 in the morning talking to you as you were multi tasking with the killing of your dragons at the same time;
How we sat at clarke quay, ps, orchard, and everywhere else; doing the most important yet hardest thing two individuals can do -- Communicating and breaking the barrier.
We shared our thoughts, exchanged our beliefs, filling each other on the parts and parcel of life that we missed. And for me, it's the 21 years of your life that I didn't had a chance to take part in.
For someone as stable as analytical as you are, I know I will never be able to match up to you no matter how hard I try. I'm sure anyone who knows you is aware of your sky-high ego. Yet you are always willing to let down your ego just so that I can win in our arguments; I remembered you once told me, "I'd rather lose my ego than to lose you."
You, having to endure my extreme mood swings (to be honest, this is the reason why most people can't tolerate me), telling me over and over again "Don't sweep the dust under the carpet. One day, the dust under the carpet will reveal itself and it'll be too late by then."
All problems become smaller if you don't dodge them, but confront them.
Every time I'm tired of resolving unhappiness (mostly caused by myself), I just want to sleep it away. Time after time, your patience towards my impatience makes me feel so unworthy of you.
I know I created a lot of unwanted and unnecessary problems the whole time. I hope that all these obstacles(which is myself) can help to make us better, not bitter.
You, whom used to be so insensitive, yet thoughtful, observant, and detailed towards my well-being; giving your 101% attention towards my studies, trying to accommodate to my personality, telling me how you'll never get tired of assuring me -- looking into my eyes just to reaffirm me that you're not lying.
I know I fail to assure you like how you always do towards me. But thanks for accepting every single thing about me. Including the number of ex-boyfriends I have. Or whatever bad shit I been through. And my past, which I'm quite ashamed of.
I once asked you: Have you ever feel unappreciated and indignant for all the things you've done?
You replied me: Yes. How about you?
I said: No.
And you continued by saying: That's good enough to hear. Goes to show that I've been a good enough boyfriend - making you feel appreciated all these while.
I actually felt very guilty, and sad.
You told me you're the reacher. But i insisted you're not.
But I can see your efforts, and how hard you're trying to accommodate to me. Especially when you've been living in your own world until i entered your life.
Thanks for accepting & loving me for whoever I am.

I know it's still too soon to tell. But for whatever reason I have, I know my reasons will never be able to surpass yours.
Judging from the number of relationships I had in 2010, anyone whom doesnt knows me well enough, would probably think that I'm the biggest flirt. I know myself I'm not. I just didn't judge that person well enough. Enter a relationship in a haste thinking that this person will be better than so and so in the past. I saw things from the surface. I repeat: I was too naive, too gullible. (Hopefully it'll be different this time round)

In a perfect world, no one gets hurt. Everyone gets what they asked for, or what they wished for. No arguments, no unhappiness, no anger, no sadness, no nothing. Everyone will be what they conclude in bedtime stories, living happily ever after. However, we know. Realistically, there's no such thing as a perfect world. I firmly believes that if I've not gone through all the dark days in 2010, I'd have probably done something stupid and cause myself to lose you. Thanks for picking up the pieces of my originally shattered heart, placing them back into pieces, showing me how a simple life can be so uniquely fulfilling minus the aiming of the impossibles.

I know my new year resolution is to have better financial and time management. I should learn to be less crude. Afterall, my chinese name was meant to be 温馨 and 仪态. And that is how my chinese name, 馨仪 came about. HAHAHAHA (It's true!!!!)

PS: I still like how we can have no restrictions nor sensitive topics and just talking about every single thing under the sun ;)
PSS: Time is the fairest and toughest judge. However, no matter how things turn out to be in future, I'm still thankful you came into my life.

2011-01-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

2011-01-01T14:32:00.005+08:00

Love-Hate relationship with 2010!

Every single year I'll make a new set of resolutions which is somewhat similar.
But it never comes through.
Even so, I'm still looking forward to the day it comes true.

2011 new year resolutions:

Better time, money, anger management (Priority!!!!!!)
More wisdom, less procrastination.
Ditch social life, and devote all my time to books!
Do not let history repeat itself; Do not repeat my mistakes.
Lose weight!!!!!!!
Less sensitive to self, more sensitive to others.
Healthier lifestyle (Abstain from clubs, alcohol, and most importantly, SLEEP EARLY!!!!!)
More independent, less reliant.

Spent my day over at Dingjun's party yesterday and I was really really really happy.
I know I've been repeating this over and over again. But I really like how all of us will make all efforts to spend special occasions and festive seasons together.
Indeed the best companionship I can ever find.
Happy many many many many years of friendship!
Love you all to the max!!!!
And, thanks for always making my last day of the year fulfilling as ever.
Like, HERE(click)!!!!!!
You people are so fucking awesome!

ps: After reading all my past entries, I realise that every single year I tell myself to have better time management. Can it please freaking come true in 2011?!?!
I need to do something about it, urgently.

I SHOULD SERIOUSLY ACT ON IT AND STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!

2010-12-30T12:03:00.002+08:00

And then it happens, again...